Oh god why this day of all times I'm struggling why now
This weekend was hard enough why does today have to be today can't I just make it go away
I don't want to look at the date I don't want to acknowledge it's here I don't want to see that you're not
I miss you everyday but today I miss you more it hurts so much make it stop someone make it stop
Why couldn't today just not happen....
I'm sorry that we're not celebrating you we're not all together watching movies laughing having fun I'm sorry that I'm going to spend this day being sad and feeling guilty I know you wouldn't want me to feel this way but I do I'm so sorry to disappoint you on your 60th birthday
I'm so sorry for everything I miss you everyday dad happy birthday...
YOU ARE READING
Diary vent kind of thing and sometimes Poetry
Poetrythis is probably going to be poetry or short stories This is my way of expressing my emotions so don't worry too much about it
