I've fallen yet again
why do I keep doing this to myself it will always end in heart break!...
but she make me laugh and not like any laugh it's this contagious laugh that starts on her side and infects me with this happiness that she just emanates
When I make her smile it's like I just Won the lottery
But she's lovesick and smitten with another but his love is poisonous she keeps going back and she keeps getting hurt but she doesn't see it or maybe she doesn't want to his love is safe and familiar mine is not
Clouds that's were I'll be day dreaming about the day I find the courage to tell her how I feel Or when she finally see me..
Do I dare tell her my feelings like Serving my heart on a silver platter will she give it back intact or in pieces
What if by telling her I ruin a friendship I just built all the plans she's made with me talking at 3:00 a.m. dreaming up crazy ideas of what We'll do together I don't want to throw that away but i can't just sit here and pretend that I see her just as a friend
YOU ARE READING
Diary vent kind of thing and sometimes Poetry
Poetrythis is probably going to be poetry or short stories This is my way of expressing my emotions so don't worry too much about it
