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12:34 am i call him one more time before losing hope that he's not going to answer
i get up from our bed and put my hair up and look at the mirror in frustration
he always does this
goes out every night
comes back at like 4 am
why? cause he's hanging out with his "homies"
i know it's not what he's doing but i can't accept the fact that he could be doing that
we've dated since i was 17...two years ago and that he just wants to cut everything off is just making me lose my fucking mind
can he stop please
losin control
3:46 am
i wipe the tears that were falling out of my eyes as i start thinking about everything again, i get myself up from the bed and go get me a glass of juice since i was feeling thirsty
i pour the juice slowly into the cup and take a couple sips from it as i stare at the beautiful view than me and grayson have from our apartment
i hear the front door slowly open as grayson walks in "hey" he doesn't even bother looking at me
"where were you" i turn around to face him "with anthony and zach.. madison what's wrong with you? i already told you that" i turn to fill my cup again before saying "yeah right" as i walk pass him
he ignores me and sits on the coach as his eyes glued to his phone texting someone
i go back to our room, i sit on the bed and look at the ceiling.
