+MADISON BEER
i woke up to my phone blowing up with mentions and "i hope your ok" texts which was confusing since nothing really happened
i get into twitter and see the post i'm mostly tagged in
DRAMA
model and actor Grayson Dolan was allegedly CHEATING on his 2 year girlfriend Madison Beer with 2 Girls at poppy's night club from a video that was leaked by TMZ
*VIDEO ATTACHED*i watched the video as grayson was making out with one of them and the other one was all over him
my heart shattered
why?
why'd he do it?
tears started flushing down my face. i couldn't handle all this shit. i fucking love grayson and what he did surely assured that he doesn't feel the same way
anymore
i run my hands through my hair as i call claudia, it rang a few times till i heard her voice
madison oh my god, are you ok i saw the news
just come over. i need you...please
on my way i love you
i love you too, bye
i put my hair up in a ponytail and changed into an oversized hoodie
i sat on the couch and opened my phone calling grayson
no answer
no answer
no answer
FUCK
losin control
claudia came over and she tried to convince me that everything is gonna be alright, and that there are way more guys in the seabut i wouldn't listen
nobody is like grayson
he's different
he has everything i want, i love him more than anything
"look at me" she said turning me to look at her "come stay with me for a couple days, will find you a new apartment. you'll start fresh with your life, it's gonna be fun cmon. you need this" she said holding my hands and smiling at me
"no claudia...i'm staying right here, i still didn't figure out what will happen but i just wanna stay here"
LOSIN CONTROL