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11:36 am
i look at claudia after ranting to her for the millionth time about grayson
"can you just fucking leave him already i can't see you like this everyday going through his bull shit" she huffed "claudia i cant just fucking leave him, i love him" i said getting up and looking at her
"look if you leave grayson you'll find a guy that actually loves you and cherish every moment with you, not USE you!" she got up and faced me putting both of her hand on my shoulders
"i just can't ok" i turned around avoiding her, at this point i was on the verge of crying.
i cant fucking handle the truth i'm such a fucking cry baby
"fine i have to leave now then" she said grabbing her stuff before leaving
FUCK
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7:49 pm
"cmon baby" grayson whispers in my ear pulling me closer as he puts his hands on my lower back "let's take this somewhere else" he smirks
"no grayson i cant" i say looking down. "look i love you i'm sorry about what has been happening i just don't know, i'm a mess" he lifts my head with his chin. all of me knew that every word he said was nothing but lies. but as selena gomez said..the hearts wants what it wants
i do what my heart begged me to. i got on my tiptoes and kissed him. it was passionate. no love tho. no sparks. nothing.
he picks me up to his room and lays me down. his smirk as his hand roams my body. he kisses my stomach and inner thighs causing me to moan
he gets back on top of me and kisses my neck as i moan. i know he gets turned on by that
he makes his way down my body making sure he kisses everywhere. "stop"I huff "what" he smirks
"s-stop teasing me gray" he pulls my panties down with his teeth."you should hurry up" I began tracing his muscles with my nail
he flexes his muscles and takes his remaining clothes off "ready?"
"yes grayson i want you"he was finally inside me. "fuck" I wince in pain
he moves faster, earning me to scream his name.
time goes and we stop
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10:56 pm
i get out of the bathroom after my shower and sit beside gray on our bed i turn seeing him smiling and biting his lips while looking at his phone
my heart drops at this moment...i knew exactly what he was doing.
i took his phone before, i know he talks to girls behind my back and asks them for nudes and all his fuckboy bullshit
i wanna confront him about all this and ask him about it, i know he's just gonna get mad at me. but it's worth the try
"and what are you smiling about" i put my arms around him so i could see his phone
he looks at me and closes his phone "just texting" he rolls his eyes facing me "who could it be?"
"none of your business mrs. beer" he spits "what do you mean none of my business, i'm your girlfriend!"
"oh shut up" he gets up
"i'm sleeping in the living room" he takes his pillow and a blanket
i see his smile grow wider as he leaves still looking at his phone.
he lost all his love for me.
i have to break up with him. but then i also can't..
