In 2012 a found a new outlet for all the stress and anger. cutting myself
i enjoyed bleeding and after a few months of it i had about 200+ cuts everywhere i would even ditch school cause i was cut up to bad to show up and knew i couldnt hide them all.
When i did start going back i would have to wear long sleevs and jackets to hide them. In science in seventh garde i met this girl named Lilly Stoltzfus. Her brother had told me that she liked me and she asked me out and i said yes.
i thought i finally found someone who would listen and understand but i thought wrong. anything i would do or say would get blwon back in my face because whatever i ddi wasnt good enough
She pointed out all my flaws and basically told me to kill myself. she didnt make my life any better she made it worse a lot worse and to top it all off i had to deal with it everyday. we didnt have any classes together and barely got to see each other
So i just decide to break it off with her and she cried a lot after that and went around telling her friends rumors about how i was a shitty boyfriend and stuff and all that and eventually the rumors stopped ' '
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Abandoned by the Void
Non-FictionHere goes nothing, just a little bit about my life, who I am and what I do. Enjoy.
