---1 week later---
It's been a week since me and Zayn went our ways. He's called and texted me every day and he's met up with his mom that he hasn't seen since he was fifteen.
He's been going to her house whenever he can and spend time with them. He has three sisters.
The youngest, Safaa, is 14
The second youngest is Waliyha, 18
The oldest, Doniya, 24. (I know that's not they're real ages, but it's just a book)
His mother's name is Trisha. By the way he describes her, I bet she's wonderful.
He tells me all about them and I can't help but smile at how much he loves them. I've always wanted siblings but it never happend.
Courtney visits the boys every other day and the other days she spends with me.
I've hung out with some of my friends. But I still can't forget about Zayn.
It's been a little hard being away from him for so long. I miss wearing his cologne scented shirts to bed. Cuddle up next to him.
I can't believe it's been a week. I've made up my mind but I'm not so sure at the same time.
I wanna go back to him but, what I'm afraid of is he might find someone prettier and much better for him than me. I mean pretty girls are always looking at him or flirting, I'm tired of it. On the other hand he makes me feel special, wanted, like I'm the only girl in the world.
My week's been good, yet bad.
As always I woke up searching for him, but then remembering. I tried cooking to get my mind off things, remembering how much he loves it when I cook though, didn't help much.
I joined a yoga class to relax. That helps with what's going on. I go there every day and I haven't cried or anything, yet.
I've gotten to hang out with my friends some
My dad hasn't come home yet. I'm worried. Zayn lightened up the mood by telling me jokes. Bad, but funny.
He told me how his mother was getting remarried, that he was happy for her. But he doesn't even know him and he's been having trouble with that.
On Thursday though, everything went downhill.
I woke up and went to the kitchen. As always my mom is sitting at the table, coffee mug in hand. This time though, it looked like she was crying.
Worried I sat down next to her and asked what has happend. The answer she gave me, I didn't expect.
"You're father butt dialed me and I answered not knowing. And, he was with another woman. Talking about how he was gonna tell me all that. The worst part, I might be pregnant."
