My Captive's Heart

5.Im not giving in

Monace's POV

It feels like I've been in here for an eternity, I'm actually starting to get quite hungry. My stomach has been growling but I'm not going to give him the satisfaction, I'm not giving in not just yet.

Damn I hate being in quiet spaces it gives me time to think and I can feel thoughts flowing in. I start thinking about Mito ,he is my ex fiancé.  He scarred me in a way I'll never forget. To make matters worse he never apologised,how do you hurt someone you claimed you love that bad yet not be able to utter the words: I'm sorry.

I loved that idiot it's a sad reality that when I actually start thinking about it ,he never loved me like he said he did . I loved more, I cared more, I gave more the bastard left me questioning my intelligence and left me highlighting my insecurities .His last words are engraved in my heart I can almost hear them echo in my ears from time to time.

I'm holding back tears I should've let go a long time ago . I'm not an open book, it's not easy get used to me but this isn't something that was caused by Mito. I've always been a very secretive person,  not many realise this because I talk a lot , however, if you actually reflect on the shit I talk about you would realise just how much I never talk about myself.

I hear footsteps, my heart begins to pound faster I'm actually terrified for some reason. The door opens he comes in this time with a bowl of cereal . He asks "you still won't eat ?what are you on some diet plan? " he's got jokes huh?, if only he knew I am dying of hunger.

I finally snap "Are you insane?what is wrong with you? All I asked was for your name to make sense of why exactly and how I landed in here but no you insist on serving me endlessly but refuse to give your name!, who are you , tell me who the fuck you are!" No words can describe how furious I am at this point hunger can wait I dont understand why he won't open his mouth and tell me who he is.

He stares deeply into my eyes as if he is trying to dig into my soul, as if he is trying to figure me out " calm down , don't get your clit in a twist.  Shhhhhhhh..." he says. I lose it at this point "fucking leave you asshole,  stupid ass. Get out, leave! Fuck off! " he stands up and leaves. I guess I'm never leaving after all.