Today's the day Diary.
I found out the party is in a giant field. A giant field.. Does this mean fans can get to us? Because if they can... I don't want to go.
Michael handed me a dress, size 8. It was too small.. He quickly ran into town to grabbed a size 6. He looked at me funny because... I've always been a size 8.
I feel ill.. Horrible.. I feel asif my heart is literally banging on my rip cage, wanted to leave my body because it doesn't want to be with me anymore.
I've avoided twitter all morning. I don't think I could deal with the pain today.. Think about all the girls that are going to be there.. Pretty girls, skinny girls. I'm going to stick out like a sore thumb.
If everyone gets drunk, I'll look better because they'll be all blurry eyed. Diary I'm sorry for the short entery.. But I have to leave.. The car's here.
I'll talk after..
Bye Diary.
Kayleigh xx
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50 Days Of Depression. |m.c|
FanfictionOver a few months, Kayleigh began to write a diary about what was happening in her life, Kayleigh was getting hate from Michael's fans and she didn't know how to cope. At first she thought it would just die down, but it only got worse. Her life was...
