Why?

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Why am I suppose to believe my actions effects my future?

When I can't even tell if I will have a future to be effected by my actions.

Why am I told that I'm not alone?

When every one else says theirs only one me and at the end of the day, there is only me.

Why am I suppose to keep my head up?

If only tears come down and leave my face stain painted with a trail of tears

Why as human we need to believe in a greater power?

Is it because most people can't believe what's right in front of their eyes or isn't because people are to afraid to believe they can handle all the power life throws our way.

Why do I dig deep?

Is it to find or hope to find a deeper meaning to myself because I pray I am more then what I seem to be, more interesting more valuable

Why shouldn't I look at my past?

If people say history is destined to repeat itself and if so I should so I can be ready the second time around but then again the mistake that were made will be made again

Why should we use the saying "we're only human?"

If people call us monsters. If we kill like monster. If we scheme and plot like monsters and anyways just because we're human doesn't mean we can keep on doing the same mistake over and over again only in a different scenario or way.

Why should we dream?

If in reality we don't even shoot for our dreams when we are awake

If we all put are fate in god and he comes out not to be real, will we all be branded as fools?

Did god made us?

Did we made god

Why should I try?

If all I realize people that try ended up dying sooner and faster

Why do I keep trying when I realize people that try die faster?

Why do I love even if I broken hearts or hearts broken me?

Why don't I give up on the idea of love like others?

Why do can I forgive people so easily when they fuck up but I beat on myself when I do the same?

Why do I feel so careless about others?

Why if I'm perfect to some, I'm nothing to others?

Which statement is true "bad things happen to good people" or the idea of karma if you do bad, bad things will be upon you?

Have I done bad?

Am I a good person?

Have I found something that soon to be love?

Am I really a good writer?

Why didn't I answer some of these last questions?

Maybe it's because you don't have the answer to my questions.

Or Did I know that?

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