A zone's nightmare...

sometimes ... I get a nightmare ....I see myself in Chernobyl ... it's all fine ... I have an SVD draguneuv and a colt 1911 by my side ... I am well stacked up and am alone but well stacked ... I see this glaring light in the distance and I run towards it ... I get my 1911 in my hands and check if it has bullets I keep running and running and everything seems fine at this point ... I keep going and going ... and suddenly I stop as I hear something coming my way ... I back off a little with a little uneas in my heart . I look where I was running and see a horde of mutilated ... mutated dogs ... hundreds of them ... running my way ... I froze ... knowing that moving would not change the outcome ... but they all run past me for what seemed like hours as dozens and hundreds of them flow past me like a flowing river flowing past a rock in it's middle ... another glow shines ... I became a little more curious ... I go there ... and hear a weird sound ... a chant ... It's pretty far but pretty loud ... as if 10 or more people are chanting ... so I put down my colt and grab my SVD ... I climb up a nearby hill ... not knowing what's behind the sightline ... not knowing what the glow is yet ... the chanting grows louder and louder ... and I froze ... it suddenly stops being from that area .. and starts playing in my head ... I start hallucinating trees falling and melting and I think I am going insane ... then comes the worst part I wake up to my alarm clock going off ... I have school today ... and everything I just had was a dream .... the horror consumes my soul as I try to live another day of my life to it's fullest but knowing that my depression and my self loathing attitude will always set me back ... I go through my daily routine ... And then I open my laptop .. browse the internet for dank memes and play some S.T.A.L.K.E.R ... Then I go back to sleep wishing not to wake up this time ...