Today was... different. My friends always say they love me that they will never leave me, that im the best and im soo happy all the time. But almost every day they forget about me they leave me for other people, they throw parties that everyones going to and im the only one thats not going, they think im happy all the time they ask whats wrong all i say is fine and put a smile and i try to look happy they dont even ask or say anything to disagree but i wont blame them for doing all these things its my falt for thinking they really loved and care for me....
