You Can Call Me Queen Bee

Chapter 21

A/N: First in Harry's POV

I was in the hospital, holding onto Louis' hands. He had been asleep for a few days now, and I was apprehensive about him.

The nurses had to do an emergency C-Section, and they managed to get both of the babies out but unfortunately only one baby survived. Our little girl had survived, but I didn't want to name her without Louis.

Over time we had some visitors, Niall and Gemma had popped in along with both of our parents. There wasn't a moment when I wasn't crying, and when I would talk to my parents, they would always try and calm me down. There were moments when I would cry with his parents as well.

I just wanted him to wake up and let me see those beautiful eyes of his. None of the nurses knew why he wouldn't wake up, but they thought it was his body just trying to repair itself.

I clutched onto his hand which had an IV line on it and listened to the constant beeping of his heart monitor.

Currently, I was by myself in the hospital room as I had been for three days. I hadn't eaten anything over the past few days, but I hadn't felt like eating much. Some of the nurses would bring a glass of water for me, and I would drink some of it.

He had a drip that provided liquid food for his body as well, and he seemed fine, apart from not waking up.

"Hey Lou, it's Harry here, I don't know if you can hear me but-" I sighed "-I miss you, so much. I wish you could wake up, I miss hearing your voice, and I'm sorry that this happened to someone like you, you're too nice for something like this to happen to you, I hope you wake up soon. I love you."

I heard the door open, and I didn't look up to see who it was. I felt some arms wrap around my shoulder and pull me closer to them. I looked up and saw my mother smiling down at me sadly. Next to her was my father, who was sitting on one of the hospital chairs next to me.

"Hey Hun, how are you doing?" she spoke.

"I don't know anymore mum."

"You must miss him."

"I-I do," I said with furrowed eyebrows.

"We brought you some food; please eat it for us."

"I'm not hungry mum."

"Harry, please eat it, you can't go without food forever."

"But..." I sighed finally giving in when my mother looked at me harshly. "Fine."

She handed me a sandwich from inside a bag, and I slowly picked at parts of it before putting it into my mouth.

"Mum, Dad, What if Louis doesn't wake up?" I asked, staring down at my sandwich.

I heard them both gasp and could feel their gazes on me.

"Harry, don't think that he'll wake up for you, he misses you just as much as you miss him."

I nodded before leaning into my mother.

Many hours passed with us just talking or me watching Louis. Louis' parents joined us just as they were about to leave. I saw them have a muffled conversation from outside of the room, and I turned to look at Louis.

He looked so peaceful with his eyes closed and his eyelashes fanned out over his cheekbones. I moved a piece of hair from his eyes and swept it beside his ear. I adjusted the cover and brought it a bit higher up his body. I stroked my right hand lightly over his cheeks and sighed softly.

The door opened again to reveal Louis' parents.

"Hello Harry, how are you?" Louis' mum asked.

"I don't know; I just want to talk to him."