iv

35 1 0
                                    

I'm not gay.

We'll start there. I cannot and am not gay. I like girls. My name is Harry Styles and I like women. Older women. Girls girls girls.

Well. That's what everyone thinks. That's what they see. Harry the womanizer, Harry who gets all the girls. But u haven't had a girlfriend since I was twelve. And I'm not sure I like girls anymore.

Louis. Louis, Louis LOUIS. Louis Tomlinson. Louis Louis Louis Louis Louissssss.

It never ever gets old. He never ever gets old. I never ever get tired if him. We're inseparable. Even if we have to do something separate, as soon as it's over Louis' by my side. I'm not complaining.

I have a crush. My first, genuine, full, heart squeezing, cheek burning, tummy twisting crush. I admitted it. To a camera. That posted it online. No one seems to even care, though. Some said "Aw!" and that's about it. No one is freaking out, which is good. Maybe it's because I said "My first real crush was Louis." Was. But I did say it was mutual, which is true. We talked, we did. It wasn't long, but it was mutual. The interviewer found it beautiful.

- Harry

xFactor DiaryWhere stories live. Discover now