I'm Not A Guy 2✔ || JJK || BTS

Chapter 6

Lee Suji/Jaehwan POV

"Yah wakeup" I heard my manager said. "Mwo?" I said and rolled over. "You have a fan meeting today!!" He yelled again and kicked my back softly. I opened my eyes, sat up, glared at manager and went back to sleep. "Jungkookie go take her mocha ice cream" Manager told Jungkook. "What?!" I yelled and opened my eyes widely. "I'm awake" I yelled. I ran to the kitchen and saw Jungkook eating my last mocha ice cream. "Why?! Why is this world so cruel?! Eomma!! Appa!!" I yelled and fell down on my knees. "Jeon Jungkook I hate you!!!" I yelled. "Yah Jay come back to your sense! If you continue with your childish behaviour you won't be eating meat for a week!" Manager yelled at me. I glared at manager and did the eye to eye posture using my hands and disappeared into my room. I frowned and my mood went down. I showered and wore my clothes. I crossed my hands on my chest and pouted. I went into the van. I sat at the back alone.

The members were looking at me worriedly. "Jay are you okay?" Namjoon said. I didn't reply and looked outside the window. Manager entered the van and started driving. "Jay I swear you're not eating any meat this week" manager said. I rolled my eyes and looked out. That's one of the hardest ice cream to find and it's pretty expensive. We won't have any time to go find it since we took a long break already because of my health. We reached the destination. I just faked smiled to the fans. "Kim Namjoon, Kim Seokjin, Min Yoongi, Jung Hoseok, Park Jimin, Kim Taehyung, Jeon Jungkook, Lee Jaehwan BTS!!" They yelled. I pulled my mask up to not show my frown.

We went into the hall and did our makeup. After that we went on stage and performed a few songs. Then we sat down on the seats prepared. The first fan came. I just faked smiled. "Oppa you look weird" she said. I just nodded awkwardly. "Are you okay?" She asked. "Ne I'm okay" I said and intertwined our hands. "Ohh seems like Jay's a little moody today" Jungkook teased using the microphone. "It's all because of you" I replied back using the microphone and glared at him. "Yah Kookie stop teasing our maknae" Jin said. I glared at all the boys who was laughing at me.

I was waiting for another fan to come to me. "Annyeong!" I said to the fan in front of me. She just gave me a weird stare and gave me strawberry milk with a note on. "Annyeong" she said awkwardly. I bet she dislike me. I was about to sign her album but she yelled "Stop!" and pushed my hand away. I looked at her shocked. All the members looks shocked too even the fans that are signing their album. The line behind was shocked too. I blinked my eyes rapidly. "You don't deserve to be in Bangtan you girly boy" she said and ran away. I read the note on the strawberry milk.

To Jay,

         You don't deserve to be in Bangtan. You look like a girl. You can't even sing nor dance. You're the worst idol I've ever met. I hate you so badly. Please leave Bangtan and work your ass off in another career

                                                        ~your freaking hater

I just crumpled the note and looked in front smiling. Jin ran to me and took the note. 7 of them read it. All of them looked mad but they hid it because there were still a lot of Armys. I treated all the Armys nicely even though I'm still hurt as hell. I was signing the next fan album.  "Annyeong future husband!" A male fan yelled at me. He gave me a teddy bear plushie and a medium sized box. "Annyeong" I said and smiled awkwardly. Jungkook looks extremely pissed. "I really really really love you Jay" the fan said again. "Ah jinjja? What's your name?" I said awkwardly with a smile. "Moon Sungjae" he said happily. He grabbed my hand and kissed them. That made Jungkook even more pissed. Jungkook pinched my free hand. "Ouch!" I winced and hit him. He just smirked at me and glared at the fan. Sungjae grabbed my other hand and kept it near his face. I just treat him awkwardly. "Your time is done" the staff said. He kissed my hand for the last time and left. All the Armys were glaring daggers at him.

After the fan meeting we went back home. I have finally thought to leave Bangtan. I packed some of my stuffs secretly. I'm just gonna clear my mind off and I'm sorry Jeon Jungkook, I'm not bringing you with me. I'll come home after 2 years. I wrote a note and stick it on the mirror. I kissed Jungkook's lips when he was sleeping. When everyone was sleeping. I silently left the mansion. I'm leaving everything behind. Let me just clear my mind off. I'm actually very stressed because of this idol thing. Firstly, I'm a girl and not a guy. I just wanna live a normal life as a girl but I was told to hid my identity again. Secondly, rude fans, their threats and how they said bad things about me just makes me wanna jump off a cliff. Thirdly, the strict rules of being an idol and lastly, tight schedule. I don't even have that much rest nor eat until I'm full. I'll just spend 2 more days here so I'll just take the Subway to Gwangju. It's hard for them to find me there. I'll just take the train there, It'll only take 2 hours 18 minutes to go there. So I'll spend my last 2 days there and I'll be going to US. I took the train to Gwangju and after 2 hours and 18 minutes I finally arrived. Now I need to find a place to stay. I searched a place to stay and luckily there's a motel here. I booked one room. When I got there I fell asleep immediately.

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I'm sick I don't have any ideas. I'm sorry if it's not interesting