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"You son of a b*tch, I should've know this is all your faults"
SMACK!!
"If you're not open your stupid mouth and demand something so stupid, it won't end like this!!"
SMACK!!
"Dad.. Daddy stop!"
"SHUT UP!! I'M NOT YOUR FATHER!!"
SMACK!! SMACK!!
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"It's because of the stress for being in new place along with meeting new friends" Dr. Taylor, my new Psychiatrist, speak like he knows what happen with my head while I just sit silently on the chair in front of him expressionless "They're the trigger since you almost have no faith to new people" He added without taking a glance to my eyes and just reading about my case from her computer.
Sighed silently while lean on the chair I crossed my arms lazily when trying to busying myself by pulled out my phone and start playing 'Candy Crush'
"Give them a time to prove themselves that they're trustworthy" I heard he keep talking while I make myself comfortable with the game on my hand.
What does he knows about faith?
Living in rich family with happy parents, they surely doesn't know shit.
This is just a job for them, uncared if they could help me or not.
For all the Psychiatrist I had, no one really care with what happen to me, they thought I'm too broken and too hard for them to understand since I never open my mouth and speak anything so they just read my case from what Aunt Rebecca told them.
If only they really take a time to just listen and stop looking at me like I belong in Sanitation, I'll open more but no... They just give me those same smile before try to show they're care.
When the time is up, he just give me happy pills to ease the panic and sleeping pills but I didn't feel better.
She just makes me realize that my mind is too crazy for normal people, no one could understand me.
Sometimes I even don't understand what my mind wants.
"Bad experience will do something with people brain, so don't punish yourself for something that isn't your fault"
God, he said what happened to me is 'bad experience'?! Unbelievable how he keep talking without asking me why I have those dream?
Fall from bicycle is bad experience, when your father blame you for your mother's dead and remind you everyday by give you punishment isn't bad experience, how come he could say something like that so easily, doesn't he care that his patient hurts?!
Well.. At least I'm seeing him today so Aunt Rebecca will have at least one solve problem even though I see nothing solved from it but she doesn't need to know it.
It's Friday already which mean I didn't come to the school for the whole week, wow.
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