Rain's POV
I woke up feeling not okay,not like physically sick but a lot has just been going on that am not so sure I feel okay anymore.
Ever since I had the talk with my mum,have been restless,the week passed like a blur,I didnt really see the guys much and when we did, we just talked for a few minutes and that's it.
Today is Friday and am dreading going to school,why can't I just travel round the world and have someone do my school work,oh well,that's not going to happen.
I freshened up,put on a black top,blue jean with combat boots,wrapped my hair in a bun,applied my usual lipgloss and perfume, skipped my usual coffee or apple and headed straight to school,it was first period history,urghhh..
So hello class the teacher says walking in with a forced smile on her face,you could tell she didn't want to be here.
Today were going back a little bit,just rehitting old topics because we are far ahead of other school she said smiling genuinely this time.
And like you know,the trip is in a weeks time and we really don't have much on our plate this semester.
I couldn't help but wonder if my mum was right, what if I was starting to have feelings for jace,what if we're not just best friends anymore but we're to afraid to admit it,or what if am the only one afraid to admit my feelings for him,what if he feels its in the moment just like we said and he doesn't feel anything,I don't think he'd start having feeling for me because of our little moments we've had,he's a guy and he has a girlfriend, preety sure he only sees me as his bestfriend but isn't that all what I am to begin with, urghhh, why am I putting so much thought into this, we're Bestfriend and I shouldn't be hoping for something more,its absolutely nothing.
I felt something hit the top of my table making me jerk out of my thoughts.
Miss Wellington, mind telling us where you went to,I have been calling you for almost 3minutes.
Huh,what??,oh uhm...sorry,what,what did you want?
Unbelievable, you didn't even hear me, I can't believe this, I asked you a question she said frowning at me.
Oh uhm,sorry,what was it?
I asked what our last weeks topic was.
Oh uhm,we talked out the ancient Greeks I said smiling sheepishly.
Am glad you haven't forgotten she said leaving my table alone.
Now class what did we say about the ancient Greeks...
After 30minutes of more zooming in and out,I was given a slip to meet the school's guidance counsellor because apparently my history teacher believes what am going through, I can overcome through talking it out,yay..
Soon it was lunch time,I didn't feel hungry, frankly I didn't feel anything, I just numbly walked to our lunch table,i was the only one here yet so i sat scrolling through my phone before noticing pairs of eyes boring holes through my head.
Hey guys, what's up I drawled putting down my phone and looking up,jenny was here too,great.
Uhm what was that all about today at history jace asked with a worried look.
Nothing I said lying through my teeth,just ehn,wasn't interested in the class that's all.
Are you sure that's all it was or there's something more beth asked concerned written all over her face too.
I said am fine its nothing I said snapping at her.
I didn't mean to but sometimes they don't know when to quit asking questions, I understand they care but I need some space.
I sighed, smiling lightly at her,am sorry,am fine,am absolutely fine I said smiling brightly.
So what's going on huh?I asked smiling more brightly.
Well,me and jace did it yesterday jenny said dreamingly, I knew what she meant but I wanted to hear her say it.
Uh,did what?
You know,it,we had sex she said smiling and kissing jace who just chuckled lightly at her.
Aww that's so sweet I said wriggling my eyebrows at jace who just rolled his eyes at me.
It was perfect...he was..
I covered my ears...lalalalala,please stop,I really don't want to bear how my Bestfriend and his girlfriend did it last night I said smiling even though I wasn't all that happy,this however made every one laugh,including Jenny, have never actually seen her laugh or smile before,she's really preety,I see why jace likes her.
Soon after jenny grabbed jace and practically shoved her mouth in his,okay if I watch this for a minute longer, I'll fall sick,I honestly don't like jenny,but I don't hate her either.
Uh okay,I uh,am going to the guidance counsellor's office I sighed getting up and putting my bag on my shoulder,this made jace break out from their oh so lovely kiss(note the sacarsm).
Uh,movie night? I asked him as he looked at me.
Oh no no,not tonight jenny interrupted.
I raised my brow to her in questioning, who the fuck was even talking to her????
Uh do you mind me asking why?
Well you see,am sleeping over at jace tonight so your little movie thingy can't work.
But jenny you didn't Tell me about that..
Well I just did babe she said pecking him.
No babe, how bout Saturday, rain and I have never skipped movie night.
Its fine jace,I'll just uh,see you both at the carnival tomorrow, you all are coming right?
Yeah we are, right girls?jenny said turning to face beth,Ann and Jessica.
Okay what??did she just call my girls,girls?.. Urghhh!!!
I could see the girls faces change into discomfort but nodded anyways,this just made me pissed off even more.
Uh okay then,see you guys I said walking away without waiting for a reply.
Who does she think she is,I take back what I said,I officially hate her.
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