Jace's POV
After rain left,I handled my business and headed to the kitchen,I made coffee for me and her and slowly sipped mine,she came down,her hair still wet from shower,wearing a big T-shirt on a pant,this is seriously her signature home look which I love by the way.
She collected her coffee and drank moaning to it and then smiling at me giving me a thumps up.
Nailed the coffee.
I smiled back, thanks,now what's for breakfast?
What do you want?
Well I want noodles.
Okay.
After eating we headed to the couche to watch reruns of vampire diaries, she sat close to me resting her head on my arm and then eating the ice cream she brought along with her from the fridge.
I tried my hardest not to put my arm around her and after struggling succeeded.
You want ice cream she asked looking up to meet my face.
Yeah
She scooped some and put it in my mouth,we went back and forth till I was tired.
After hours and hours of watching vampire diaries, it was night,time does fly by,I was heading to the guest room when she called me halfway on the stairs.
Uh jace,what do you think you're doing.
What?,am going to bed.
I see that but why there?
Well uh,I..
Come on she said walking away,come here,I honestly don't even know why you slept there last night, we've been sleeping together for as long as I can remember she said as she entered her room,I followed her and entered the bed,she scooted close to me and layed there, I on the other hand layed there too,I didn't want to touch her,I already promised my self I would never touch her again.
Jace, ain't you forgetting something?
What I asked dumbly.
She sighed,you're soposed to hold me jace,you know,put your arms around me while we sleep.
I just layed there not doing anything,she turned and looked at me.
Tell me,what is the problem,why did you even sleep down last night and tonight you don't want to hold me,did I do anything wrong?
No no,you didn't, it has nothing to do with you,it's me,I uh,do not want to touch you.
Why? Did jenny tell you to?
No no she didn't..
Then why don't you want to touch me?
Well I don't want you to hate me seeing what I did yesterday, i felt really terrible,seeing you move back when i wanted to apologize,i could see that you were scared or something,I promised myself that I won't touch or hold you again.
Oh my God jace,I already forgave you for it besides I wasn't scared of you,far from it,you don't have to feel bad,you can touch me any time you want.. I mean you know,in a totally friendly way, she held my face and pecked me close to my lip,she took my hand and put it under her shirt,she put my hand on her waist then slowly put it on her breast,I instantly took my hand away,she held my hand again and put it back there this time I let it stay without doing anything.
See,I totally forgive you, if I was scared of you,I wouldn't let you touch me or lay with me or even be in this house but am not,and I only moved back because I knew if you came any where closer,I would have finish what you started.
