I was in love with you. I always doubted my ability to love someone who didn't love me back at such a young age, but I've come to find it's true. You were my everything. You were all I thought about, even when I never saw you. It didn't take getting physical, or really even getting to know you, it was instantaneous. The reason I know it was love is because I didn't want to change you. Your flaws flew to the soles of your feet, or some other place I couldn't see, and your appearance meant nothing to me. I believe it was love, also, for the feeling I recieved from being around you. Being in your presence gave me chills, as if liquid happiness had seeped through my skin. To hear your voice or see your face sent me into the farthest depths of paradise. When I was with you, I could think of nothing, and of no one else. Simply touching your hand sent an electric surge through my body that I have not felt in the years since. All of the feelings I had for you gradually vanished when reality struck, but I wish you could know this, I wish you would listen to me long enough for me to finish this. I wish your memory of me was not of the crazed child I was, but of the person I have grown into.
I would just like everyone to know that I did find a love like this in October 20th-27th 2012. He's trying to forget me for reasons I don't have time to explain at the moment, but I did find this love again.
