20 days to live {Ciel Phantomhive x reader}

Day 9

You were laying there feeling as if your life was draining as you were slowly dying. Your face was pale your hair greasy and messy. You felt embarrassed to look like this in front of Ciel. He looked so perfect and yet hear he was sitting with you, you must of looked horrible but he was there. He held your hair and rubbed your back when you were throwing up. He stayed with you 24/7 he pushed everyone away just to be with you....you wish you could repay him but you couldn't you couldn't walk you were to weak and the doctors said you would be fine in a week or so but you didn't believe them. It was slowly killing you,slowly draining your life force. With every moment you would feel weaker and weaker to where it was hard to keep your eyes open.

Your friend Katelyn(me) came to check on you her Long blonde hair was tied into a pony tail and her left green eye and right blue eye shined in the light. You were lucky Alois Tracy didn't try to come after you because Katelyn was there with you. Her and Alois were now engaged and Ciel was happy because Alois bothered him less with Katelyn was around.

Poor Katelyn...she blames herself for everything that happened to you even tough she wasn't with you at the time this happened. You knew she cut. She begged you not to tell anyone. You agreed but today you were extra worried because she looked like Ciel first time you met him, emotionless and broken. She always looked like a doll she got told that every day. Her beauty was to die for. But the way she looked it was like she was a broken doll.

Hiya guys sorry for not updating its hard when I have started school again and depression ect. I feel as if this is a story that is not going very well because I'm not getting many reads but I am going to continue the story for a while I guess people would be like 'go check out my other story's like and comment and favourite and what not hehe' nah not me I don't care what u do its a waste of time reading this story because I'm not a good writer and i don't put enough emotions into my writing cus idk how to. Anyway I hope you enjoyed see you in the next chapter~ Bye little wolves~~ ^¥^

~Katelyn <3