Loving her Broken Parts (COMPLETED)

CHAP 13: The liar game

[A/N: Sorry yeoreobun(Everyone) kung puro Jaedara scene ang update ko. Dont worry Daragon talaga to. I just want to emphasize yung relarionship nila. But trust me, this is the start of Dara moving on]

As the day pass by.

Lorraine keep her smile. They haven't seen her cry.

And they didn't know if it's a good thing or bad thing.

They were watching La La Land.

And it's in the last 10 mins of the movie.

Were the Leading man, regret everything. And thought of everything he could possibly do to keep her... to be with her...

They smiled even they didn't ended up together.

"What a sad ending!" Bell commented while crying.

"Why did we even choose to watch this?" Morgan says habang umiiyak din.

Dean qyickly handed her a tissue.

"You choose to watch this girls, besides mukhang masaya naman na sila" Yohan commented.

"No it's not! Not because they are smiling, that it means they are happy! They look so good for each other. They look so inlove why give up on each other?"Morgan whined.

That made Lorraine bitterly smile,it somewhat felt na parang para sakanya yung comment.

"Yah!" Sigaw ni Yohan saka sumenyas kay Morgan paturo sakin.

"Ohhh Sorry Unnie" Morgan says.

"It's Okay, besides..." I remained silence for a while, before giving them a faint smile."No matter how much you love a person, you don't always end up with your soulmate" Lorraine voices out.

Silence filled the dorm.

"Lorraine" Tawag ni Cassy dito,

"Ano? anong tawag mo ulit sakin?" Lorraine tease her for not calling her Unnie(Ate)

"Hayst, Just now okay? I'll talk to you as friend not as your dongsaeng(younger sister)" Sabi nito which makes Lorraine smile a little.

"About you and Jay, Why did you let him go, you both love each other. I mean... I know you're hurt pero, hindi ba pwedeng ayusin nalang? hindi ba pwede kayo nalang ulit? hindi ka ba nagsisisi sa desisyon mo?" Cassy ask worry is visible on her voice.

Lorraine chuckle a little, but there's some bitterness on it.

"Hell yes!, I have regretted a lot in that relationship" Lorraine says.

"Ehhh Unnie, is it worst than we could imagine? Did he really hurt you that much" Morgan ask.

I smiled bitterly.

"Nah, the question should be, if I hurt him so much"  nasabe ko nalang. they all look at me confused.

"... Sobra yung pagsisisi ko"

"I wanted to tell him to stay, And I regret I didn't, I regret not telling him I forgive him.... That I wanted to give him a second chance... That I wanted him in my life" I couldn't help but smile bitterly.

The gang somewhat knew it, but remain silents since they haven't confirmed.

It's like she is pushing Jay away, even she doesn't want too.

" and the cost of not following my heart, is living with regret." Lorraine then lift her face and smile at her friends.

"I would lie if I says I didn't miss him... But the greatest sacrifice, is sacrificing your own happiness for the sake of someone who deserve it better" Lorraine mysteriously says.