band one shots

motionless in white

I sat on the floor by his grave and cried. It's been over year and a half since one of my love's committed suicide. He ment the world to all of us. His name is Ricky Olson he was only 20 when he committed suicide. He did it because he had been abused all of his life, he felt like no one cares about him, and he loved us, all of us. He thought we wouldn't love him the same way he loved us even though we did, he though being in love with a more than one guy was an embarrassment and illegal, he thought even just being in love with a guy would make him an embarrassment to the world.

I sighed then walked back to my car. I checked my phone to see 15 miss calls and twenty messages from Josh. I went onto my contacts and looked for Josh's name. Once I found it I hit the number and it started to ring. "Chris why haven't you returned my calls" he asked sounding worried.

"I was with Ricky. What do you want Joshy?" I asked. I loved my boyfriends they always gets worried but me even though he knows I can take care of myself.

"Ryan and I are going to take you and the other two out tonight" he said. This made me smile. Ever since we lost Ricky the others have been so nice to me.

"What time and where" I asked.

"7 and its a surprise" my boys know I hate surprises. I'm gonna kill them.

"Ok. I will see you later Josh"

"See you later Chris" I put my phone down and started to go home.

Skip car ride

I walked threw the door and vinny and ghost instantly ran up to me giving me a hug. "Hey baby boy's. You ok" both of them were in head space. I could so easily tell.

"Yeah. Missed you" ghost said. "How's Ricky"

"He's ok" I could tell they were crying. "Oh my baby boys. Come on. We're going out" both of them both looked up at me behind tears and smiled.

"Where?" Vinny asked. I picked my boys up and sat them on the sofa.

"Daddy Josh says it's a surprise" Devin smiled when I said Josh's name. The boys have their favourites. Devin has Josh and vinny has Ryan. Mine was Ricky, even though we weren't dating he always loved me the most.

1 hour later

There was a knock at the door and I went down stairs to open it. I smiled when I saw Josh. "Hey love you ok" he said as he walked in. He gave me a massive hug as I cried into his shoulder. "Hey. Look at me Chris. If we knew we would have stopped him"

"Yeah I know. Oh by the way I just got devil and vinny out of little space so please don't treat them little" I said once I calmed down. I gave him a kiss the heard Devin run down the stairs.

"I won't" Josh said before Devin ran into his arms. "Hey baby you ok"

"Yeah I'm good. Where are we going" he asked Josh after he kissed him.

"Its a surprise love. Now where is vinny" Josh asked.

"Upstairs doing his make up" I said. Suddenly there was another knock at the door. I opened it to see Ryan. "Hey love"

"Hey Chris" he gave me a kiss. "Hey Devin. Hay Josh" he said then gave them two a kiss. "Where's my vinny"

"Upstairs. He's no longer little so please don't treat him little" I asked.

When we got to the restaurant it was pretty full luckily we got a reserved table. We all took our seats and ordered. "This place is stunning Josh" I said as I looked around.

"My mate told me about it" he said. Our drinks were put on the table and I excused myself so I could go to the bathroom.

I walked in and a guy was standing in the corner on his phone. He put his phone in his pocket then looking in the mirror. I started to walk however didn't even make it walk way across the room.

Josh pov

A gunshot sounded through the entire restaurant. I looked at my boyfriends then realised Chris was missing. The room fell silent and a police officer that happened to be here searched the entire restaurant. He went over to the toilets and I looked at Ryan. "Don't worry" he whispered into my ear.

Suddenly police and paramedics ran through the door. I'm guessing the officer called for back up.

The police walked out with a guy who had blond hair and piercing blue eyes. "We need everyone to leave the building imediantly" the female officer said. I looked at Ryan then Devin then vinny.

"Daddy where's Chris" ghost turned little as we started to leave the restaurant. I picked in my and rested him on my hip.

"He'll be ok honey" he rested his head on my shoulder and started to fall asleep. "Ryan put these two in the car then come back here" vinny wasn't little but I still didn't want him here and if something has happened to Chris I couldn't let ghost watch.

I stood there for ten minutes then the paramedics and the police rolled out a body bag. I stared at it praying to god it wasn't chris. Ryan came back and wrapped his arms around me. "Is that him"

"I really hope not" I said as I rested my head onto his chest. Suddenly two police women walked over to us.

"Josh balz. Ryan Sitkowski" one last said.

"Yes" Ryan replied. "How do you know us"

"My daughter is obsessed with motionless in white. I recognised you instantly. When I saw the body I knew who it was"

"Chris" I said as I cried into Ryan's shirt.

"I'm so sorry for your loss"