band one shots

Angelo / TJ

"Angels falls
It's not your fault
Life goes on without you
Goodbye old friend
We'll meet again
Life goes on without you

I'd give up my eyes to see you one last time
And I'd give all my fingertips to touch you
And I could paint you picture perfect even if I were blinded
You have to die for me to see how to live

(For me to see how, for me to see how oh, 
for me to see how, for me to see how to live)" craig sang the lyrics of our new song perfect picture. I tried my hardest not to cry as he sang. See this song is written about me and my child.

5 months earlier

"You're pregnant" Angelo said staring at the test in his hand. I hope to God he wants this child because I am not getting rid of it.

"Yeah" I looked down and felt the tears forming in my eyes. "I'm keeping it" he stood and hugged me.

"I love you tj and our little one"

2 months later

Angelo pov

I sat in the waiting room with Chris motionless and josh balz. "Hey Angelo he'll be fine" Chris says making me smile but couldn't stop thinking about my babies.

I got home about 2 hours ago from touring England to see tj on the bedroom floor, blood everywhere. Now we are here, Waiting for the news. "Stop blaming yourself. You couldn't have stopped this" Josh says.

Suddenly Craig, Kevin, and Robert run through the doors to our left. and hug me. "Is he ok" Craig asks

"We don't know yet." Chris says. Robert sits next to Chris and Kevin sits next to Josh. I rest my head on Chris shoulder and wait.

"Angelo parente" a doctor says as he walks over to us. Everyone looks over to the doctor and Craig grabs my hand.

"Yeah that's me"

"Thomas would like to see you."

"Are they ok"

"He's ok. You go there good timing but I'm sorry we couldn't save the child." FUCK. FUCK. FUCK.

I follow the doctor to tj's room to find him crying. I run over to him and hug him tightly. "I'm so so sorry baby" I say.

"Why are you apologising. I had one fucking job and I failed." He cried. My poor baby.

"Stop blaming yourself. We don't know what caused this."

"It is obvious that TJ was under a lot of stress that's a common reason for miscarriages. I'm sorry" the doctor walks out.

"I couldn't stand you being in tour and not with me and the band is stressful enough as it is" tj says.

"Hey we can always try again. And if anything it's my fault i should have been there with you" suddenly a nurse comes in and walks over to us.

"Your friends wanted to know if they could see you" she says.

"Who's here" he asks

"Craig Kevin Robert Chris Josh." I say. Tj smiles then nods.

"Yeah they can come in" he says. She nods then leaves.

"Hey look at me. Well get through this. You're strong Thomas and I love you no matter what"

"I love you too Ange" Craig runs in and instantly hugs TJ.

"You should have spoke to us." Craig says.

"I know and I'm sorry"

"No apologising. I know you can't forget about this but let's try and get you to smile. Balz order pizza." Chris says making us smile.

"Craig let's not have the video about what actually happened." Tj says

"What" he asks confused.

"I know you to well my friend. You have already started to write a song. So the music video can't be what actually happened."

"Fine fine fine"