are you still afraid of me? | park jimin

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Yoongi's POV

I saw two bright idiots heading towards me and Jungkook. I was holding onto his hand under the table so I quickly let go and put my hands in my lap. I looked down, pretending not to see them, but then someone prodded me with their finger. I looked up to see Taehyung, his beaming face illuminating in the cafeteria. "Ugh what now?" I asked, looking back down at my soggy food.

"So are you guys official yet?" He questioned, a big grin slowly spreading on his idiotic face.

I felt my face go red and I'm sure Jungkook's did as well.

"Uh, sure?" Jungkook said, not really knowing how to answer.

Suddenly, Tae and Hoseok started jumping about, their faces lit up in glee. They soon had all eyes on  them, and then at us. Jungkook grabbed my sweaty hand and intertwined it with his. I was really scared and didn't know how to act because I actually in fact had a fear of attention. I focused myself on Tae, trying to read his mind. "THEY LOVE EACH OTHER!!"

I slowly shook my head and then did the same to Hoseok. "OMG IT'S OFFICIAL YASSS"

I didn't know that silent tears were streaming down my face as more eyes focused on me. Jungkook worriedly looked at me and took me out of the cafeteria.

"Hey, what's wrong...?" He asked, examining my stupid face. I couldn't bring myself to tell him, so I slid my pathetic body down to the dirty floor, bringing my head to my knees.

'I'm so stupid, I'm really stupid...' I thought, shaking my head repeatedly.

I could hear soft whimpers and I peeked to see Jungkook crying too...

I slowly turned to him and wrapped my teary mess of a body around him.

"D-don't cry, it-it's j-j-just a s-stupid pho-phobia.." I stuttered, mentally face-palming myself for how it came out.

"Yoongi..." He said, wiping my tears away.

"...I love you..."

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A/N:

Srsly what AM I doing to this story.