are you still afraid of me? | park jimin

Suicidal Thoughts

I ran out of the room, dashing through the hall and out of the door. I had never ran this fast before. It was because of Jimin. I was scared. He wasn't going to do it, right?
Jimin's POV
This was it. I'm too ashamed of myself to keep living. No one truly loved me, they were all pretending. I hurt myself more and more with the terrible things coming out my mouth. The silver blade was held up to my neck, but I wasn't ready to die yet..I didn't want to die.
No one loves you Jimin.
No one cares.
Just do it.
End your life.
The voice in my head rang in my ears, and it hurt. It was like never-ending pain. My mind was telling me to do it, but my heart was saying the opposite.
All of a sudden, my hand got ripped away from my neck when someone grabbed it.
"J-Jimin, please don't do this t-to yourself." Y/N sobbed. She came for me, she actually came...
Someone cared for me.
"Jimin, lots of people love you, and no one wants you to die, so stop this!" She screamed, shaking me insanely.
I pulled her into my arms and stroked her head.
"Princess, I would never leave you." I whispered, reassuring her.
She pulled away and looked into my longing eyes. There was sorrow in them, but if you looked long enough...You could see love.
"Promise?" She said as she pulled out her pinky finger in front of me.
"Of course." I smiled, intertwining her finger with mine.

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Yoongi's POV
I lousily got up from my bed to get some 'food.' I tried not to wake up Jungkook, but I did anyways.
"What are you doing, oppa?"
I stared blankly at him for a couple of seconds, frozen. I didn't know what to say or do.
"I...uh...food?" That was all I managed to get out before I left, too embarrassed to look at him.
Jungkook's POV
Mission, make Yoongi fall for you, action! I think it's working, it better be working.
God he looks so damn cute when he's speechless. He was slowly beginning to fall for me. And I was slowly beginning to fall for him...
Y/N's POV
We arrived back at the house, breathing heavily from all the walking.
Namjoon, Jin and Hoseok were on the sofa, watching some weird ass movie and I could hear the faint voice of Tae singing in the background.
"EVERYONE, LIVING ROOM NOW!" I shrieked excitedly.
First Tae, then Yoongi and finally Jungkook had all come waltzing in, looking confused as hell.
"Anyone up for truth or dare?" I smirked devilishly.

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