Trigger warning for suicidal thoughts.
This is my suicide note
I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye
I know you would've tried everything to stop me
But I was so tired
I've been screaming for help for longer than you knew
Somebody, anybody, please
People walked around with cotton in their ears
Brushing me aside with ease
The sadness grew stronger
Trust me, I tried to fight
I thought maybe music would help
It only can do so much, especially at night
When I'm in my bed, by myself
At night, alone, the silence sets in
Tears began to leak from my eyes
All the pain and hurt inside me escaping
It broke me further to cry
You saw before anyone else did, you noticed it in my eyes
You told me things would work out, that we'd be together again
I fell victim to someone else's lies
I've been dying slowly for years
Toxicity seeping into me bit by bit
I apologize for making you hurt like this
But in the end I gave into it
This is a letter to the one I love
She has a beautiful smile and chocolate eyes
I've loved her for four years
I'm begging her not to cry
When you find this, once I'm gone,
Take my words and put them online
I want to be remembered by my actions and the words I wrote
I'll be at peace in time
Find someone who makes you happy
Who will care for you and love you hard
I'll watch over you from wherever I go
It'll just be from afar
