Today was the homecoming game. I can't go. Why? Because of some rehearsal dinner for some wedding I don't want to go to. Who tf makes rehearsal dinners open to EVERYONE? I thought it was supposed to be for the people IN the wedding.
My mom says we won't stay long. That's a lie. Kind of like last night when she said that she'd come home and make dinner for herself and I needed to make it for MYSELF. So I made some bomb Mac and cheese. Then my mom comes walking in with my sick sister from the clinic with some Chinese food for everyone but me. Cool. Whatevs.
My boyfriend wasn't here today and it felt less stressful. Maybe I'm a bad person. I kinda don't want to be in the relationship anymore but I love him .If I leave him I don't know what will happen to him. I don't like breaking hearts but I'm so damn good at it...
