Mine <3

#2

It's been two months since you were mine,
Yeah I've been counting the time,
Don't lie to me and say, your sorry,
I know your not,
You've moved past me,
I don't blame you,
Everyone hurts someone sometimes.,
But you've disabled me,
I can't love I'm blind,
My soul is, torn and broken,
Into pieces, and I see the songs
And I wanna fall in love again,
But my heart will always belong to you,
Until I can stop leaving,
These, sick decorations of scars on myself,
And one day you'll belong to someone else,
I wish we got married,
I wish we did what you promise to me,
And I wasn't alone today,
Wasting my days away,
With blood red tissues hidden under my pillow,
And I see the scars even though no one else does,
And I wish you'd see them and know we were meant to be forever
And the promises you made were meant to stay together
And not come apart like a get well card
Stuck together with bad glue
Cause towards the end that's all that was holding us together
Holding us together like bad glue we just fell apart
You didn't catch my heart like you said you would
But I don't blame you my heart was meant to be left alone
Cause my heart doesn't deserve yours my heart is made of sickly stone
And I never deserved you in the first place
Because this isn't a race
But I wish if it was I'd come first place to you
Cause you'll always come first place in my heart but I can't come first place in yours
Like i wish I could everyday
And I wish you still called me yours
But I have to move past you Like they say I should
I'm lying
When I say I'm okay
I'm lying to your face
Like I said I wouldn't
Please let this be the last promise you break to me,
Please let this be the last promise you make to me,
So never again can you leave me crying on the floor with your genuine words,
Don't promise me your heart, no more