-Kevin POV-
"I'm so stupid!" I said to myself as I paced around my room thinking about the fight I had with (y/n) last night. She was so beautiful and all her words were so heartfelt, how could I make her feel this way! I just wanted to jog back over to her house and hold her and say I'm sorry.
That's not gonna cut it though, after what I said to her I wouldn't be surprised if I got a text announcing our break up. But I haven't seen her in almost 24 hours, and tomorrows my last day home. I can't leave on a bad note, I had to go back. Even if she yells and screams and breaks up with me, I need to let her know that I'm sorry.
Then it hit me, I knew how I was going to apologize and make everything better. I thought about the deal, that's how the fight erupted in the first place. So why not hold my end of it! Even if it meant hell dreams for the rest of my life I can't stand to not be with (y/n)!
-Your POV-
I heard a knock at my door, I was no longer in modest Mormon clothes, I gave up on that last night. So if that was Kevin he was in for a shock. I opened the door and low and behold it was Kevin, surprise, surprise. "What are you doing here." I said not wanting to talk to him. "(Y/n), I'm here to apologize. I love you so much and I leave Sunday night, and since I have to spend that day with my family, tomorrow and today are all we have. I can't end this on a bad note. Just please, don't break up with me." He said almost in tears.
"W-wait when did I say I was gonna break up with you? Kevin all couples fight, I just wanted a little space." I said taking his hand, drawing little circles on it with my thumb. A little smile appeared on his face and he kissed my cheek.
"I'm sorry." We both said at the same time, we laughed and then he pecked my lips. "Oh (y/n), so I know that this all started because of the deal we had. I wanna follow through with it." Kevin said, he was obviously scared of breaking his Mormon codes but he was willing to do it, for me. "Okay, I'll go get some coffee ready." I said with a chuckle.
I was about to walk into the kitchen to make the coffee when he spun me around and kissed me. He kissed me hard and roughly, I pulled way. "What was that?" I asked, raising an eyebrow. "I was thinking..." Kevin started, "is coffee our only option." He said twiddling his thumbs, his cheeks were stained red. I opened my eyes wide. "Kevin... what do you mean?" I said confused, half knowing.
"I mean..." and with that he pulled me into another kiss, deeper and longer than the last. I knew what he wanted this time and didn't pull away. "(Y/n), I wanna do this. I love you so much and I was probably gonna do this anyway so why not just blame it on the deal." He said with a flirtatious wink. I grabbed the collar of his shirt and kissed him again.
-skip the smut if you want and wait till the next chapter for more of the story. Also this is my first smut so don't judge-
He pushed me against the wall and in one swift motion he lifted my leg up, holding me by my thigh. We were as close as humanly possible, he then began to lightly grind against me, he seemed so experienced, even though this was his first, mine too.
I smiled into the kiss and thought about how lucky I got to have a guy like Kevin. I led him upstairs into my room, he held my hand the whole way there, kissing it every now and then. Once we were in my doorway, he kissed up my arm, to my shoulder and then in the crook of my neck. Then he just kinda stopped there, his head was just buried in the crook of my neck, in one long awkward kissed.
"Kevin...." I say, confused as ever, laughing a little. He lifted his head up, "yeah?" He asked. "What are you doing." I say laughing a lot. He pauses, "I'm leaving a hickey." I open my eyes wide, "that's not how you do it." I say laughing jokingly. He scratched the back of his neck and his cheeks heated up, "oh... I'm not really experienced with this stuff." He said, obviously embarrassed, "don't worry, me either." I said, pulling him in for another long kiss.
He laid me down on the bed, he was on top of me like that time we were making out in his room. I tugged off his shirt and went back to kissing him. Then he went for my shirt and that was soon on the ground as well. He flipped his hair out of his face and I bit my lip as I looked up at him. "What?" He asked seductively, "mmmh nothing, you're just so damn sexy." I said and pulled him in for another kiss.
He unclipped my bra and practically ripped off my underwear while he was still in his pants. He just gazed at me and smiled, but not the type of grin that guys do to turn a girl on. He was more gentle and caring, I could see in his eyes that he really loved me and wanted to do this.
Soon, his pants and undergarments were fully off and he was still on top of me, this is the farthest I'd ever gone with anyone and I was beginning to get scared. But I thought of Kevin and his welcoming smile and remembered that he isn't using me like other guys have tried to do.
Kevin now had a condom on and was lining himself up with my entrance, then he stopped. "Are you sure you wanna do this." "Yes, are you." "Yes." And with that he gently maneuvered himself into me, I wince at the pain but he waited until I was adjusted.
He didn't pick up the pace though, he was still slow and gentle. It was like he felt that if he moved any faster he would break me. But since he was a Mormon he'd probably never masturbated in his life so he could easily just get off on this. I couldn't.
"K-Kevin fasted please, I need you." I said through a slight moan. It was like he was waiting for an ok because on cue he rammed into me. I moaned and gripped onto the bed spread, arching my back, allowing him to go deeper in, hitting my g spot.
After a few more thrust we both finished, he finished a little before me but not too much before. He took the condom off, tied it up and threw it into my trash can and laid in the bed next to me.
We laid next to each other in silence, I was trying to recap everything. I was still panting. Then he turned to me and we made eye contact, he smiled and said. "Tomorrow, you are getting baptized!" He said with a smile and then kissed the top of my forehead. He followed up with his end (not the way I expected him to.), so I had to follow up with mine.
- so basically this is my first time writing smut (yes, a half- virgin writing smut... weird) thank you all for 100 reads! It means so much! This book will most likely be over in about 3 more chapters. But I will make a one shot book and make bonus date chapters that take place after Kevin comes back from Uganda. (I will label them like 'opposites attract writing plot one shot.' So you know.) thank you once again for the support!! Bye!
