I know you thought it would be the best year of your life, but unfortunately sweet girl, it was far from it.
You'll soon start to feel extremely tired. It's a fatigue that will physically hurt. Your body from here on, will go through hell. In a few months, your hair will fall out. You will be getting all kinds of tests. You will be scared. Your life will because consisted of hospitals. You will not be able to walk. You will have people tell you "you dear are an inspiration". The doctors will diagnose you with a life changing disease. It will have no cure. You will ask god "why me?" And you will lose faith. You will then gain it back, and have full trust in godUnfortunately, you will cry. Scream. Your mother will cry watching her beautiful daughter be in pain. You will not be able to go to school. You will tell your mom "I don't want to die".
You will though gain a level of mental strength that is so amazing. You will become the strongest girl ever. You will put your illness in gods hands, and what happens, happens. You will not like it, but it's for the best. You my dear, will be a warrior. You will be a fighter. Sweet girl, you won't give up. I promise you that.
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In a year from now: A letter to my older self
AléatoireI'm currently 14, about to turn 15. I have a serious medical condition, and this is what I would say to my older self.