September 26th 2018, 9:08 am
Dear diary,
it's 2nd period right now, and something horrific happened. while i was in 1st period he asked me to share my notes with him, and all i did was stand there frozen in my tracks before i eventually ran away. i ran to the bathroom where i am now and just started crying. i'm crying pretty loudly so i hope nobody can hear me. i can't believe i just ran away like that. why can't i just be perfect like him!?, maybe he wouldn't think i was such a freak then.
I think i'm just going to skip school for the rest of the day. i have no idea where i'll go and i know that I'm going to get hurt pretty badly when i get home, but i dont really care right now. i cant take the way i am. i wish i could just wake up one day and be someone else
sincerely, yewngi
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roses - yoonmin
Romancelowercase intended in which yoongi only talks to himself and his sweetheart TW: abuse, self harm, eating disorder, mental illness
