sept. 25th 2018, 7:55pm
Dear Diary,
As soon as i awoke, my head started up. everything else was quiet except the white noise of my fan, but my head, it was so goddamn loud. I tried to drown it out but it only grew louder, and louder, and louder as the morning went on. As soon as i got to school, I just couldn't take all the noise in my head along with the noise of many other students. so, i cried. i couldn't be strong or hold it in anymore and before i knew it i felt the hot tears streaming down my face and fogging up my vision. Then, he was there. Jimin, the jimin ive been in love with for all these years, was, standing right in front of me.
He asked me what was wrong and i managed to spit put a studdering "n-nothing" and by now, i was shaking uncontrollably and felt my face getting hotter and more red every second. He asked again. But this time, i couldn't get out any words at all, he stared at me for a couple of seconds before breaking the very awkward silence and telling me to meet him at a nearby café after school tomorrow. i can't believe it, i really.... thought he didnt know who i was. but he sure does now.
sincerely, yoongi
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roses - yoonmin
Romancelowercase intended in which yoongi only talks to himself and his sweetheart TW: abuse, self harm, eating disorder, mental illness
