A/N: I did say it might be a few weeks before my next story, BUT FUCK IT, I GOT BORED. Anyway, this takes place during chapter 217
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The redhead flinched, hands grasping at his knees. Sweat trickled down his forehead, as the sounds of plates and silverware echoed throughout his brain. His stomach churned, as the current sounds of plates, turned to the memories of crashes and screams.
"Hey, are you okay?" He Tian asked, a concerned look lacing his facial features "It's okay, I'm paying for us to eat he-"
Mo violently stood up from the table, chair falling over. He turned, pace quickening, his need to leave the restaurant increasing.
"Hey!! Where are you going?" He Tian rushed after him.
He Tian had no idea what was going on with Mo, but he didn't like it one bit. It actually...scared him. A bit more than he'd like to admit at that.
"Hey, Mo!" he yelled after him.
Mo ignored him, the need to escape these painful memories too great. He burst through the doors, the cool outside air hitting his face. His body shook, as nausea over took him. But he had to keep going. Going away from that place.
"Mo Guan Shan!"
He Tian's hand gripped his arm, his touch warm against Mo's skin. His breathing was heavy, little clouds forming in the air from the cold.
"Hey..." He Tian started
"H-He Tian." Mo shakily whispered.
He Tian's breath hitched, that was the first time Mo had ever said his name.
Mo sunk to the ground, vomiting from the rush of nerves and adrenaline. He Tian bent down next to him, cupping his chin in his hand. Their eyes locked, tears leaking from both pairs.
"I'm here." He Tian whispered squeezing Mo's hand. "I will always be here."
Mo looked back at the ground, sadly muttering something to himself.
What He Tian made out, made his stone heart crack.
"Why is my life such a pile of shit..."
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He Tian sighed, there had never been another night such as that one . Seeing that much emotion spilling from his little redhead, was enough to make him feel weak inside. But it also made him feel complete in a way. Knowing what someone like him was feeling, feeling like his life was a pile of shit, was an achievement hard to grasp.
But He Tian had grasped it, and now...
He wanted nothing more than to throw it away.
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