"Bye Mo, I'll be back in a week!" his mom waved to him from the door. "Be good!"
"Yeah..." Mo replied from the couch
His mom sighed, "I wish you would smile more, it makes you look so handsome." She shut the door to the apartment, leaving Mo alone, sitting in silence.
"...Sorry."
He sighed, burying his face into the couch cushions. For the past few days, he hadn't felt like doing much. He had just stayed home, laying in his room. He had even cried himself to sleep a few times. His thoughts were jumbled, not really focused. But there was one thing he would continuously think about.
He Tian.
His face would cloud Mo's mind, sometimes for hours, everyday. The way he would look at him wasn't the same way he looked at his adoring group of girls. His devilish grey eyes, piercing through his skin, right to...
...his heart.
"Fuck this...piece of shit.." Mo mumbled, as he shifted up from the couch. He walked to the fridge and grabbed a can of beer.
"Fuck it..." he growled, grabbing a second can.
He flopped back down of the couch, cracking open the beer. He tipped his head back, chugging the beer.
He slumped, his head in between is knees. "I'm not normal..."
1 HOUR LATER
He Tian knocked on the door of the apartment. The redhead hadn't answered his calls, but he just had to see him. Look at him, talk to him, feel him, breathe him...
"Fuck off!!"
He Tian frowned. Mo didn't even check to see who it was before cussing them out.
"Hey Redhead, let me in!"
"You..."
He Tian heard slow footsteps approaching the door. The door opened to reveal a very drunk-looking Mo.
"Damn, he still looks pretty good like this." He Tian thought, smirking a little.
But that smirk quickly faded when he noticed Mo's eyes were brimmed with tears.
"Why are you here..not you...not now...I can't" he whispered
"How much did you drink?" He Tian asked, now seeing that this could be serious. He stepped into the apartment, seeing at least five cans of beer scattering across the floor.
"Why do you even care..."
"What to you mea-" He Tian frowned, turning around, realizing Mo was standing inches away from him.
"It's your goddamn fault." Mo gripped He Tians shirt, pulling them into a forceful kiss.
He Tian's eyes widened, then closed, savoring the moment. The taste of alcohol flooded his mouth, reminding him why Mo was doing this. But he didn't care. This is all he'd ever wanted from Mo, he realized that now.
Mo broke the kiss, tears dripping from his eyes. "You did this." He pushed He Tian out the door, slamming it behind him. "Don't you dare come back!"
He Tian sighed, he really wanted to show the redhead that not everything was black and white. No, he needed to show him. Just maybe, being able to spark on glimmer of hope in him, on shard of light...
His phone buzzed. He took it out of his pocket. His eyes darkened.
Caller I.D: He Cheng
He needed to show Mo Guan Shan, the man he loved, happiness.
And he didn't have much time.
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I Thought I Saw The Devil (On Hiatus!!)
Fanfiction*Angst* --Everything seems dark and bitter in Mo Guan Shan's life. He Tian wants nothing more than to help him believe that life can have a sweet flavor. But breaking the hard, outer shell that encases Mo's true emotions, is something He Tian might...
