Why Not

Are You Ok?

//may be enotional//

  Are you ok?
  A question I just can't seem to answer yet.
  Maybe because of all these waves of emotion that clash against each other.
  Maybe because of the fear of truth or loss.
  I just can't know now.
  One day I'll know, but not today.
  My life is no where near one simple answer.
  I guess it's my fault for allowing it to get this way.
  Like a mistaken riot of different opinions.
  I don't know.
  I should just stop I suppose.
  But I won't, because my mouth just rolls on and on.
  Maybe it'll distract them from the unanswered question.
  Maybe they'll forgive my lies.
  But for right now, since you've asked this question, I guess I'm fine.