Why Not

idk

//metions self harm, and insinuates suicide. Has LGBTQ+ (lovely) sorry if it's bad or emotional. Also based off of a Male perspective//

  I called her up, and told her I was gay. She hung up, and didn't call the next day. Whatever happened to don't change a single way?

  She told my dad, and he pulled me aside. He said it's like his son just died. I said looks like life's a wild ride.

  I guess I was wrong. That my life would be long. I turned my note into this song.

  I guess I wasn't enough. I was told I had to be tough. I give up, I'm done with this stuff.

  My feelings came out of the blue. The more you were around the more they grew. I'm sorry I guess we're through.

  I won't be missed. Like the scars on my wrist. All I wanted was your kiss.

  I know you want me to stay. But I guess my visions gone grey. I promise I'll miss you everyday.

  I'm not scared. It's not like they cared. My thoughts have been teared.

  I guess this is my goodbye. I'm gonna go and try to fly. I guess I'll kiss you from the sky.

  // sorry//