We have finally arrived at home. I cant remember the last time I have been in Austrailia Iv missed everything so much.
This place reminds me of my mum so much. I cant explain how much I miss her. She was such an inspiration to me. I always wanted to be part of the music industry just like her. Music has always been there for me when no one else is, its just amazing.
I know that my mum will always want me to be happy so I try to be as happy as i can be just for her. Mums and my dads love was magical. Iv always wanted to be like them.
I want to find my prince charming but my dad doesnt want me to be anything like my mum he always says that music will remind me of her and Ill miss her and be sad but I know its not about me, its about him. Me getting involved with music will remind him of my mum and it will hurt him so much but he has Jade, his girlfriend.
She has a slim body and is short she has dark brown rich, short, silky hair. She is such a horrible person I honestly dont see what he sees in her. If only he knew.
She lives with us in Austrailia. She thinks she can boss me about and i will listen. I know she hates me and wants me to be gone but im only going along for my dads happiness. I just feel so bad for my mum. Jade can never replace my beautiful mum. No one can. Its just impossibe in my eyes. I feel like that if they get married he will forget about my mum completely and it will be like she never existed in his life. I can tell that his and mums relationship will always be unreplaceable. The way he use to look at my mum like she ment the world to him and no one could change his mind when he looked at ky mum he forgot his surrounding he was in true love. When he looks at Jade is nothing like that.
He never asks me about what i think once about Jade. He acts like my say doesnt matter but he always says he loves me and he just wants me to happy. He does the complete opposite he doesnt let me go to school or talk to boys. Hes so over protective with me. But I love my dad ever so much. Im so gratefull for everything he does for me. I want him to be happy but its just he never understands that i need to have a social life with friends at school not a tutor at home.
He acts like he was the most behaved teenager when he never broke the rules.
Im just want to be a normal teenage girl.
If only my dad would understand.
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i hope this is okay and i hopes its not too short tell me if it is and i will try and make them longer for you guys
AND ALSO THIS STORY IS PARTLY ABOUT MY LIFE NOT THE LOVE BUT ABOUT THE MUM AND JADE BUT INSTEAD MY MUM HASNT PASSED AWAY SHES REALLY ILL MENTALLY AND IS IN HOSPITAL I FEEL REALLY BAD FOR HER SHE HAS LOST ME AND MY BROTHERS BECASUE OF SOCIAL WORKERS AND SHES LOST MY DAD SHE HAS NO ONE AND I FEEL SO BAD I CAN NEVER SLEEP ABOUT IT ANYWAY I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS BOOK THE LUKE AND CALUM PART IS COMING SOON IN A FEW CHAPTERS I WILL TRY TO UPDATE EVERY DAY OR ONCE EVERY TWO DAYS. I JUST THOUGHT ID TELL YOU WHERE I GOT THE IDEA FOR THIS CHAPTER AND ALSO I CHANGED THE NAMES MY DADS GIRLFRIENDS NAME ISNT JADE
im talking to much ill just go
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