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VIII

We rushed inside the hospital, and I saw Kian, Trevor, and Sam sitting down.  Me, Dan, and Phil ran over to them.

"Are they okay?" I ask, getting worried.

"We dont know yet, the doctor should be in any minute though." Sam says, as me, Dan, and Phil sit down.  I hate hospitals, so many bad experiences here, I hate it.  

We wait another, half hour, 45 minutes?  Until the doctor finally comes in.  

"Connor Franta, Ricky Dillion, and Justin Caylen?" The doctor says, as we all stand up.  "The boys are awake, and you can go into each room 3 at a time."  The doctor says.  I look to Dan and Phil, and they give me an assuring nod.  The doctor leads the 6 of us to there 3 hospital rooms, they didnt share one or anything, you know.  I enter one room, and see Ricky laying on the bed, watching tv.  I look behind me to make sure Dan and Phil were still there, and they were, of course.  I then walk in.

"Hi Ricky." I smile, as he smiles as well.

"Hey Scarlett, Dan, and Phil." he chuckles, as I take a seat next to his bed.

"How are you feeling?'' I ask.

"I could be better, but I'm just happy I survived last night, speaking of last night, I cant even remember any of it." he says.  I remember last night, I hated last night.

"Well, you got hammered, and you guys crashed your car because you were drunk driving, and speeding, not the smartest idea you've ever made." I say, as Ricky sighs.

"This sucks, I'm stuck in the hospital for another 3 days." he says, as I chuckle.

"I'll be here to visit everyday.  Well, I think my time is up in here." I sigh, as Ricky sits up, and I give him a hug.  Then me, Dan and Phil leave the room.  We visit Jc next.  After him, I head back to the waiting room.  

"You dont want to see Connor?"  Dan asks, as I shake my head no. 

"Are you sure? We can go in with you."  Phil says.

"I'm not ready to see him." I sigh.

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After a while, we leave the hospital, and head back to my house.  We decided to huddle up on the couch and watch some tv.  Were all huddled up together on the couch, one blanket around the three of us.  It was nice, and I felt happy.  I didnt have to worry about anything, I could just sit down with my two bestfriends, and not have to think about anything.  Not a care in the world.

I rest my head on Dan's shoulder, and rest my feet on Phil's lap.  I'm in my own little world where nothing is wrong, and everything is perfect.  

Thats how I wish my world could be, but of course, my life is filled with imperfections and insecurities.  Sometimes it sucks, but you learn to live with it.  

"You okay, Scarlett?"  Dan asks in a hushed voice, Phil already passed out.  

"Yeah, I guess." I sigh, snuggling up to Dan a little more.

"Are you sure?"  He asks.

"Yes, positive." I fake a smile, as he frowns at me.  

"Thats no Scarlett Winters smile, I know that for a fact.  You know you could tell me whats wrong, right?" Dan says, as I nod.  "So, go ahead, tell me." 

"I'm just upset, you know?  I've been cheated on before, and it hurt alot, and now seeing this, Connor kissing another girl, it hurts.  Who knows what they did after I ran away, they might of taken it a step further, and I just cant live with that." I say, as my vision gets blurry, caused by tears.