Paper Hearts|| NCT Jisung [HIATUS]

Chapter 9- Party?

"I... I like Yuna," Chenle stutters. He likes me, that's not good. I sit and listen further. " i was wondering if I should ask her to the Halloween party? " Oh my god Rin was right.  But I can't go with him, it'll  break Rin's heart.

"Oh that's great, you should definitely ask," Jisung answers but he doesn't seem convinced in what he's saying. If Rin's right about Chenle liking me... then should I ask her about who Jisung likes? I can't help but be a little curious.

"Are you going to ask someone?" Chenle questions. There's a moment of silence before a moment of excitement. "Really who?" Chenle practically yells before laughing like a dolphin out of hell.

"I was thinking Rin," I hear Jisung answer. Never-mind I think I know the answer Rin. "Well I thought if you're asking Yuna, Maeum will be going with Mark.  Who knows about Jeno? and I felt Rin shouldn't left out."

"I think Jeno is going with a someone of singing class," Chenle answers. "Renjun I think." Renjun they sound like they not from around here. I look at the time on my phone and decide it's about time I get ready for dance tonight. I quickly go into my room and throw the right clothes on and head towards the staircase. Chenle and Jisung are still chatting in the living room. I decide to make a dash to the door. I quickly making it thanking god for both the fact it's open and the fact that Chenle doesn't see my face. The roses are still beautiful as usual. 

I walk towards the dance studio. I can't believe what I've heard. My cheeks must be bright red. I cup my warm face and smile like a crazy person. It makes me happy for even as broken as I am someone still feels as though they can like me. It's incredible in my eyes. Not that he knows. No-one but Jeno knows. No-one will ever know. 

Someone hugs my back. I begin to laugh at the gesture. Their arms are around my shoulders and hands are covering my eyes. 

"Ha ha very funny," I grin. "You know how I love hugs Rin," I take the hands the cover my eyes and turn around. The hands don't belong to Rin they're far too big. "Chenle?"

"Yep that's my name," Chenle replies. "You're Yuna?" I laugh but also shake my head in disappointment. I notice Jisung behind him, he seems to be shooting daggers into the back of Chenle's neck. "Anyway I have something to ask you." Jisung why are you so angry?  "Yuna are you listening?" Shit what did he say?

"Yeah I'll go to the party with you," I answer. Chenle seems a little confused. Did he not ask that? Shoot. 

"How did you know i was going to ask?" Chenle questions. Come on brain come up with some random lie.

"I was going to ask you that," I tell him. "I thought it'd be fun. Especially as everyone else is going in pairs already." Chenle nods his head. I take his hand. "Come on, let's go to dance." He puts his arm around my shoulders, I chuckle slightly. Jisung runs up behind us with Rin and Maeum

"Hey hey hey what's going on here?" Maeum smirks. I shake my head in disappointment. I see Jisung's eyes, they look sad. I wonder what's going on. Did he notice I went through his room? That would be awkward... Rin grabs my hand and pulls me away from Chenle.

"I'm Mr Steal yo gurl, don't mind me," Rin laughs pulling me ahead. "So was I right?"

"Well kinda," I reply. She looks at me slightly confused. "I ended up asking him. Or rather, telling him we were going together. It was awkward."

"Sounds so," Rin laughs though I can tell she really wanted to go with him.  "I guess I should ask Jisung then." She turns around and waves at him. "HEY JISUNG! LETS GO TO THE HALLOWEEN PARTY TOGETHER!" Jisung nods his head and gives a thumbs up. "Got myself a date." I laugh at her words. I open the door on my side but Rin doesn't. She walks into the door. I can't help but laugh. "It's not funny."

"Of course it is, come on," I smile. We walk into the studio and are greeted by Haechan and Seul-bi. With a few words about an upcoming show in December. Something about the important people watching it in case any good dancers. I'm not really sure, it doesn't concern me any way. After that we work on the choreography. It's awkward because of the touchy stuff anyway, but working with Chenle after I basically asked him out has made it even more so. Though there is something I've noticed, Jeno appears to be missing.

After dance I wave goodbye to Rin and Maeum and pick up my phone to call Jeno. He wasn't at dance and I really need to talk to him.

"Hey?" I say as he picks up the phone.

"Hello?" Jeno responds sounding slightly flustered. "What's up?"

"I just found out something, can we chat face to face?" I question.

"In twenty minutes I'll go tk your place and we can chat" He suggests. I shake my head. I can feel myself tearing up. My breathing gets faster. My heart burns.

"Jeno... my heart..." I stutter into the phone. I didn't take my medication. "It... burns."

"Stay right there," Jeno yells. I hobble over to the nearest bench. I hear people yelling my name my vision wavers and the last thing I see before black is a person's sad worried eyes. 

Flashes of white then blue. I feel a pain in my head but my heart is much worse. My cheeks are wet from the tears of pain I feel and pain of others too. I'm sorry, I deserve this. Jaemin I'm sorry. Jaemin I love. Jaemin thank you for the memories. Jaemin I'm ready to join you.