He asked with a soft but worried smile plastered in his face You turned around to face him with your head held low
Y/N: I-I'm fi-fine th-ank you mr...
???: it's taehyung, call me taehyung
Y/N: u-ok s-sorry tae-taehyung
He smiled at you
Taehyung: what's your name pretty
You suddenly became flustered, did he call me pretty?...
Y/N: p-park y-y/n
Taehyung: what a pretty name for a pretty girl
You hummed in response and stood silent
Taehyung: would you like to come and have a drink with me and my friends?
Y/N: I-I don't t-think th-that's a goo-d i-I-idea
Taehyung: come on, it'll be fun
Y/N: I don't do fun (you mumbled without stuttering)
Taehyung: I'll be there, you have me...
You nodded and followed behind him looking down at your feet gripping onto your backpack strap, biting your bottom lip in due to nerves
Taehyung: ladies first
He says as he held the door to a boba tea cafe
Y/N: tha-nk y-ou
You said as to tilled your head, slightly bowing to the taller male You stood still waiting for him to lead the way again Then you heard male voices greeting taehyung
Taehyung: hey boys meet y/n, y/n this is Namjoon, Jin, yoongi, jhope, jimin and jungkook
He pointed to each one some tall some short
Y/N: I- h-hello
You slightly bowed again
Jin: aren't you the waitress and cashier from the cafe? I said I liked your outfit, do you remember?
Y/N: oh- u-I- y-yes I remember
Taehyung: come sit here y/n
He said pointing to the chair with his eyes next to him and yoongi? Yes yoongi, you shuffled over, pulled out the chair sat down, pulled down your skirt making sure your cuts wouldn't show the lifting your head up and putting a piece of hair behind your ear
Taehyung: what boba would you like y/n?
Y/n: t-the p-passion fruit p-please
They all took orders and then you all started talking
Jimin: so y/n, how old are you?
Y/N: 2-20
Jungkook: a year younger then me!
He excitedly yet calmly said
Yoongi: your shy, right?
He asked You just shrugged
Y/N: k-kinda? More li-ke a-anxious
He just nodded and took a sip of his drink
Namjoon: do you want to have lunch with us?
Jhope: ye! We can eat together!
You panicked, you can't tell them your practically killing yourself
Y/N: I'm not hungry
You automatically blurted out
Jin: ok then
Y/N: I-I should really go
Jungkook: it's not even 6pm yet?
Jhope: yeah... it's only like 5:07 pm
Taehyung: guys! If she has to go let her, would you like me to walk you
He asked with a sort smile
Y/N: I-I'm o-k thanks
You jumped up not realising you skirt rode up and so did your sleeve showing your fleshy arms, you pulled them down and swung your bag on
Taehyung: y/n your drink
Y/N: thank you
You bowed slightly and rushed out, throwing your drink into the bin and rushing to the park with your earphones in and trying to fish out the cigarettes in your pocket You found your cigarette, lit it and stopped talking a big puff before making your way to the park, you sat on a swing and watched as elder children at least 18-19 walking in and sitting in the slides You blasted your music into your ear ms and checked your Instagram 17 new dms
22-fuck.u: ha hi you stupid slut
Lisa.1: ew your at the boba cafe? With 7 hot boys?! You think your me now never you whore
And more bullies You do go to school but it's collage You didn't go today cuz you only go on Thursdays and Fridays, it's Wednesday today Tomorrow you've gotta deal with bullies again
After a while it was already 8:20pm you stood up and made your way home When you got home you changed into your pjs, took of your makeup and done your skin care routine
Pjs
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You lay in bed, now to deal with insomnia, you walked to the bathroom, grabbed went into your cub-bored and grabbed 2 bottles of pills, swallowing 1 out of each bottle You saw your blade snatched it from the sink and placed it on your wrist You see you haven't got any clear area on your wrists, thighs or hips so now you do it above the ones you've already done of on your ankle and a little bit on your stomach After you sliced into your skin some more you were tired You cleaned up and fell to sleep on your bed Scared for tomorrow to come
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