You got to the park and went to the swings, everybody else went on the other things
As you used your feet to make you swing, you heard faint giggles
You opened your eyes and saw taehyung talking with a girl
You roughly put your earphones in your ears got up and shouted
Y/N: I have t-therapy now
You started to walk away
You took out a cigarette and lit it before taking in a deep puff
You looked at the time and realised you still had 10 minutes until therapy
So you started walking again
You then started thinking all the possible bad things that could be happening
'What if taehyung doesn't love me?'
~Taehyung POV~.
I was talking to my cousin and turned my head to try to find y/n when I turned my head she was...gone?
I told my cousin I had to go and asked them if they saw her
Jungkook: she went therapy
Jimin: ye...didn't she shout it?
Yoongi: maybe u should pay attention to her
H-he's right-
I told the guys i had to go and started looking for y/n
-Y/n POV-
The v-voices
There getting to much
You stumbled into a alley and crouched down, holding your ears
You reached in you bag and got your pills out
You took it
It's not helping
You got up and went to the nearest store
You went to the bathrooms and ran into a stool
You burst out in tears
Y/N: fuck, fuck, FUCK!
You hit the wall and started punching yourself
Y/N: your a stupid, ugly, fat piece of shit!
You held your mouth and suddenly started giggling
Bipolar
You tugged at your dress and started having a laughing fit
You slammed open the door and walked out of the bathroom with your makeup smudged
You whipped your under eye
And put your head down blasting the music from your earphones
You made it to the therapy doors
I'm late
You walked in and everyone turned to you
You ran to the room and barged into the door seeing your therapist flirting with another client
Y/N: so f- fucking gross!
You burst out crying and ran away hearing your therapist call out your name
You ran into a crowd and everything went blurry and silent
Suddenly an anxiety attack and schizophrenia episode both came at once
You couldn't breathe but you could hear laughing and see things up close
You walked slowly and suddenly felt your head hit the floor
You woke up to people holding your head
You fluttered your eyes open and shot up
Woman: no hunny! Sit down!
Y/N: I- I'm fine
You started walking off but you could hear people shouting no
You bumped into someone and fell
You heard someone say your name?
You looked up and saw taehyung
Taehyun: y/n? Y/N!
You stared at him blankly before walking past him while saying bye
You lost him halfway walking home
As you burst through your front door you saw that your dads back
That horrible... cunt
You ran to your room hearing him march behind you, you locked the door and grabbed a blade before cutting yourself
You went outside your room to see your dad standing there with his belt undone and a bottle in his hand
Dad: hi doll
He grabbed your hair and kissed your neck
You whimper and pushed away
Y/N: fuck off!
He hit you I n the face and said
Dad: do NOT! Talk to me like that young lady
He kicked your foot
You pushed him off and ran as fast as you could to the front door
You ran down the street slightly limping
You bumped into yoongi
Yoongi: YAH- y/n? Y/N?! What happened!
Y/N: ...I-I forgot...
You didn't know what to say so you lied
Yoongi: I know your not telling the truth.. come here
You hugged him slightly
Then taehyung came out of nowhere
Y/N: taehyung
You ran to him and hugged him
He looked at you and widened his eyes
~I'll do more soon buddy!~
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