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Alright, I got a lot to say about this one.
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So, yeah I'm bi-sexual. Uh obviously? And I've noticed a lot of queer people on wattpad which is amazing to me. None of which wanna date me but.. smh.. nah just kidding hehe!
None of my family members know.. they probably expect it though. I have stories to tell later in this rant, but for right now, let's talk about my older brother. He's a closeted homophobe.
He goes to a catholic high school and says that he'd smack me if I was a lesbian, disown his child if they were transgender, and I don't know what to say about. I love him with all my heart, and if I told him? As too joking, once me, my mom, and my brother were driving and I think there was a person who wasn't driving well and my brother said "transgender lookin' ass" LIKE UH WTF?
Whenever the topic of sexuality comes up in our family, he's always got something nasty to say about it. No one asked for your opinion, haha. Sometimes I wanna scream "GUESS WHAT I"M GAY?" but the stupid relationship part of it. - Another homophobic story I have is an English teacher in sixth grade. I was telling my friends I liked both and was constantly keeping them updated with it. She must have overheard me talking about it..
Because I was telling my friends about it again and she goes "Allie do your work, don't talk about if you like girls or boys." Or something nastier but along those lines. She was rude to me from that day on. I didn't care, it was like four months before school ended and I already hated her.
Why were you telling your friends your gay? Because st the time, I was a stupid sixth grader not having anyone to talk to. I didn't have anyone go to to explain what I felt, my sexuality and so. It was so trapping I needed the worst people who never would treat me the same to do it too.
Yep. In elementary school, "gay" was a joke and wasn't something appropriate or right. Not saying all Mexicans are religious, but a lot of people that are from South America are religious. And my school was filled with that. So.. yep, everyone was a homophobe basically.
I remember in fourth grade a few friends of mine (kind of) we're going around and telling this kid he was "gay" then when the kid got the teacher involved the teacher said "that isn't appropriate language in school."
Okay, they were saying it in an offensive manner but what if I told them I really was gay, someone told the teacher, I mean? - Ever wanna scream "IM GAY" ? Well good because I always want too. - At a time, i went from straight to Demi to bi to Demi to bi to abro to straight to now, bi. Yep! I was very confused. I thought queer was questionable, so I was queer for a while, then someone told me it wasn't that so I went to abro and stuff.
I was really confused. A few weeks ago, I wanted a sexuality that meant I would date girls and boys, but wanted to end up marrying a guy. Now I know I'm strictly bi-sexual, and don't care if I end up with a girl. I have a type yeah yeah yeah woooo
A brunette or blonde, I don't know. Whoever. Anyway, if you wanna date me, HMU.. ph pff I'm just kidding. Don't. Aha.
Next chapters coming out soon! I'll probably re-do this chapter I hate it so much or put a better pt. 1/2 :)
Stay safe and question your sexuality lmao
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