Should I cry? Should I scream? Should I stay silent?
The first tear drops and I laugh.
Am I going insane?
No,never.
I'm lucky. I think this is the best thing that could happen to us.
A little human is growing in my stomach and it's going to join our family.
For a few moments I'm only lying on my bed.
How will Andrasta react?
But more important,Hiccup?
Of course,he is going to be happy.
Especially when it's will be a boy.
"Mama?"
An 8 years old girl is standing in the room.She has a stuffed animal in her hand.
"You okay,honey?",I ask.
"I'm okay if you are too.",she says.
I laugh and open my arms.
"Of course Mommy is okay."
She comes near and hugs me.
Then I suddenly have an idea.
"Andrasta?Do you want to surprise your dad?"
She nods.
"I will tell you a secret if you won't tell it dad."
She nods again.
I take her hand and lay it on my stomach.
"There is a baby growing inside of me but daddy doesn't now anything about it.We will surprise him,okay?"
Andrasta jumps happily up and down.
"Is it a boy or girl,mommy?"
"I don't know yet but I have the feeling that it will be a boy."
Andrasta looks at me shocked.
"But I want a little sister!Boys are dumb!"
I laugh.
"If you say so.But it's time for bed now."
