Hi my dear reader, its been along time since my last update here. This is my second book and mix feelings here. I promise myself that will not going to write a book again, because when I write a book it means im sad, lonely or what ever you call it bottomline is I am not okay. The first book I wrote is for me to help overcome my depression, Ihave no one to tell my inner thoughts, if i do they will judge me, they will blame me for being sad, I need help so bad, a listening ears will do, but what I've got is crisitism and shame. today I think he's back, my anxiety is here again, he even calls me in my full name. another battle I hope I will survive. if your reading this thank you so much your eyes that reads through my words and from my words transfers my emotion to you it somehow soothes my bleeding soul. thank you.
