THE WORST ZOMBIE STORY YOU WILL EVER READ

An Apologetic good-bye

Lilly's POV

I am so sorry. So, so sorry. I can only hurt others and myself. If I'm being honest I can't escape myself. Its no one's fault, no one's to blame. Only myself for not knowing how to go on. I can't help them save the world. Why? Why? How could I make myself want to live? I don't know, I didn't know. The words, I said they didn't mean anything but in reality they hurt. They hurt more than I wanted to admit. I was too stubborn to ask for help. I thought I had found a reason to live but no one wanted to support me. Kennie if your reading this a just wanted for you to approve of me. I spent my whole 14 years trying to find out who I am but I never figured it out. Nobody wanted me. I didn't even want myself. I'm sorry. For everything.

I finished writing my note. I knew that I had no reason to go on. I put my Glock to my head. I tried so hard to pull the trigger but I couldn't. I cried. I don't know exactly why but I did. I thought I was a coward for not being single to pull the trigger. It was only later that I discovered that it's bravery to want to live not bravery to die. I got up got on my bike cans drove back. I owed Kennie and 'kayla an apology. I'm also gonna give Hunter a black eye (or two).

Kennies POV

After Kayla stormed off, Zeke came over to me and tried to comfort me. "She wasn't worth it." He said. "You don't know her like I do. She's just stubborn. And she is in no way a baby! She was my best friend and basically my twin! The was the only one who could have saved us and your little friend over there fucked it all up! She was right in every way but one. She was wrong to stay with Lilly and Hunter! She was wrong to stay with the people who underestimated her and weighed her down the most!" I say and I start packing. He grabs my wrist. "Don't touch my wrist." He let's go immediately. "She could have outlasted us all." I get in my truck and Zeke follows. "The hell are you doing?" "Helping you find MaKayla. I'm not letting you go alone. You die I die too." He says staring off into space. "Fine. No one else can come though." I said sternly. "Where are we going though?" He asks. "Down to Alabama. If she's smart, she will end out camping there, at a horse camp. Speaking of, we need to buy a few things." I say starting the engine. We get to the ranch, grab a few of my horses and head off.
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Lilly's POV

I drove into a town to try to find some 9mil ammo for my handgun. What I found was something so horrific I don't think I'll be able to get their faces out if my head. They were distorted like the skin had been pulled by some demon grandma. I knew at once the zombies had been there. I was terrified if the whole town had been decimated how the frick am I going to survive. I hoped at least one person was still alive. I check the clinic but the doors are locked. I kneel behind a door and take a shot at the lock. Problem solved. I walk in the doors and immediately feel someone grab the muzzle of my gun and pull it from my hands. Then I feel someone grab my neck and I'm slammed into a wall. I grab the knife out of the sheath on my hip. I push off the wall and plunge my knife into the shoulder of my attacker.

"Frick" I hear a voice cry out.

Me: " Hey freeze." I yell as the pick my tactical rifle off the ground. I shoulder it and say

Me: "Against the wall." as I turn on the flashlight on the side. I see a girl 14, maybe 15. She's my age.

Her: "Bitch why did you do that?"

Me: " Umm, sorry if you didn't notice you attacked me. Now, I'm going to walk over there don't try anything stupid, please. Put pressure on that shoulder it will help with the bleeding."

I approach her. Her shoulder doesn't appear to be to bad.

Me: " Let's get that bandaged up. By the way, my name is Lilly. "

Her: "Ok, mine is Evalyn."

I had an unfortunate flashback. Makayla was laughing at me.

Makayla: "You're gonna get hurt climbing up there and then I'm gonna have to fix whatever you broken."

Me: "I can fix my own problems."

Makayla: "Really I bet you know nothing about medicinal stuff."

And she was right at that time I didn't but I like proving people wrong so every night I would Google and read from the books I bought how to treat wounds and diseases.

I got Evalyn to a chair and grabbed some gloves and I cleaned her wound, numbed it, then stitched it close.

Me: " You better now?"

Evalyn: "Despite the fact that I've been stabbed I'm great."

The front door opens. I hear 2 sets of footsteps and quickly shoulder my gun.

Evalyn: "Stop they're my brothers. Ben, Jordan stand down."

Ben appeared to be about 11 with sandy hair and blue eyes. and Jordan was my age and was obviously Evalyn's twin because they had light brown hair and greens eyes.

"He's cute," I thought but then I realize that I was done with guys. Besides, I didn't even know him yet.

Ben: "Who are you?"

Jordan: "Better question: What happened to your shoulder Evy?"

Me: "She attacked me and I stabbed her."

Ben: "But why did you stay and help her?"

Me: "It wasn't either of our faults and she needed medical attention. And as you probably know it is the fricking zombie apocalypse. Sorry, it has been a rough 6 months. You're in good hands now I gonna go."

Evalyn: "Where are you going?"

Me: "I might go back to my friends or I'll go somewhere."

Evalyn: "If that doesn't work you can come back here."

Me: "Thanks, I'll keep that in mind."

I drove back to the base the only people there were Bryn and Jayce.

Me: "Where's everyone else?"

Bryn: " 'kayla and Noah left together and so did Kennie and Zeke."

Jayce: " Why are you back?"

Me: "I was going to give Hunter a black eye but he doesn't appear to be here."

Jayce: "He left in the middle of the night and we haven't seen him since."

Me: "Where did Kennie go?

Bryn: " I think I heard her say something about Alabama."

Me: "Then that's where I'm headed."

Jayce: "Can we come with you?"

Me: "No I'm going to leave you to rot."

They both looked frightened.

Me: "Sarcasm you guys, load up the truck."

Jayce: "Where did you get that truck?"

I told myself "Don't cry"

Me: "I can across a town that had been destroyed by the zombies and I took someone's truck who had left them in the ignition. First, we have to stop somewhere before we headed South"

We drove back to the clinic where Evylan and her brothers were. I asked if they wanted to come with us. They said yes. I had to teach Bryn how the truck worked so we had room for everything. I rolled my bike off the bed (of the truck) and we packed all the medical supplies we could need. I strapped a shotgun to the side of my bike gave Jayce my handgun. Jordan the sniper since he could handle the recoil, Ben got Jayce's 22 caliber pistol and Evylan got my FN Scar sine it had little to none recoil. We started the 2 day trip to Alabama.