2 Days Later
Today's the Day the Day I have been dreading the Day of My Mums Funeral
I started looking through my things for the dress i bought when i finally found it i pulled it on and started to put my make up on when i heard a knock on the door
Nathan: Can I come in
Me: I dont see why not
Nathan: How you doing the others wanted to see how long you would be
Me: Im nearly ready im just finishing off my make up then i am finished you can go tell them that
Nathan: Well you answered one of them but not the How are You doing question
Me: Well how do you think i am doing Nath Im putting my mum in the ground today then tomorrow i have the will reading so guess what i am not doing to well how are you
Nathan walked over to me and moved a loose strand of hair out my eye
Nath:I am just as good as i can be today but knowing your okay would make me a whole lot better
I just look down
Me:Just give me five minutes okay
Nathan nodded and just walked out i sighed and went back to my mirror and sat down and started applying my lipstick when all of a sudden tears started falling i wiped them away and stood up its now or never
I walked downstairs and saw everyone
Me: Im ready you guys ready
Tom:You Okay Carls
Me:Good as i can be
Tom pulls me in and hugs me i rest my head on his chest and tears start to fall softly after a minute and the tears had finished falling i pulled away and wiped the tears that were left and walked out the door and headed towards the funeral cars
Once we arrived to the church i felt someone grab onto my hand and looked to see it was Nathan and i kept a hold of his hand walking into the church where Skinny Love-Birdy was playing and i couldn't fight the tears that were coming i felt someone take my other hand and looked and saw Chloe i just kept a hold of hers as well as we made are way to the seats and sat down.
The Revenrend started talking after my brothers and Jay and Max had brought my mums coffin in i just looked down and tried to hold the tears in i cant say anything when tears were coming down
Rev:Now if i could have Carly come up and read her piece she has written for everyone
I just looked down and headed towards the alter where the reverend was standing
I took A Deep Breath
Me: My Mum was one of the strongest loving person i ever knew she could put a smile on your face when you were in your darkest hour she could make you believe in yourself when all hope was gone My mum wasn't just my mum she was my best friend and she was also my hero
I take a deep breath and wipe the tears i saw other people crying
Me:Mum cared more about others then she did herself everything she did she did for Brandon Lucas and I and nothing she did was out of spite she didnt have a spiteful hurtful bone in her body she taught me how to be myself she was the closet thing to perfect then anything and the hardest part about today is the fact i have to stand here and say goodbye because there is never a goodbye only a beginning or atleast that's what she told me.So as i stand here and talk i hope you all have a memory that you can hold of her because that means you have and never can forget her.
By this time tears were streaming and i could barley speak
Me:Thank You for listening
I walked down the steps and sat back down in the middle of Nathan and Chloe who both held my hand and just rested my head on nathans shoulder
After the service i had alot of people coming up to me and saying how amazing my speech was and how much i looked like her but all i wanted to do was go to my room and crawl into bed and just lie there and block out the world.
Only Close family and friends went to watch the burial so it wasn't crowed and the others went to the bar to have a few drinks and food the hardest part about today was watching them put her in the ground because that means she is officially gone
Nathan:We are going to go the bar you coming
Me: No i am just going to head back home get a taxi back dont think i can cope being around everyone you know
Nathan nods and kisses me softly
Nathan:It really was a beautiful speech Carly
Me: Thank I Love You now Go
Nathan just looks at me
Me: What
Nathan:You just said you loved me
Me: Yeah so i have said it before
Nathan:Yeah i know it just sounds really good
I laugh alittle
Me:Go everyone is waiting for you i will see you later okay
Nathan: Okay im going oh and by the Way I Love you too
I just smile and watch him walk away with the others
The Next Morning
I woke up and looked to the side of me and Nathan wasnt there maybe he just passed out downstairs so i climb out of bed and walk into the bathroom and have a quick shower and get changed and walk into everyone room and no one had seen Nathan
Me: Chloe You sure Nathan didnt come home with you guys
Chloe:Yeah he said he would make his own way home or something like that but last time i saw him he was talking to Claire
Me: Claire as in bitch from America
Chloe:Yeah but Carly you dont think that Nathan would
Me: Im not sure i mean that bitch is very skanky she probably got him wasted and seduced him into bed
Chloe:Its Nathan okay he wouldnt do that to you
Me: Yeah we will just see did any of you talk to her
Max:Yeah i did sort of she said she was staying in the Mariot or something room 112 i think
Me: Okay well im just going to pay her alittle Visit
Tom:Carly Chloe is right Nathan would never cheat on you
Me: He might if he had alot to drink
I grabbed my car keys and walked to my car and got in
I was praying that if i got to the hotel that Nathan was not going to be there
Once i got there i walked to the front desk
Me: Hi my friend claire edwards is staying here i have her phone do you think maybe i could go to her room and return it
Recepitonst:Yes of course here is the spare key but i am not sure that Miss Edwards will be awake yet
Me: Oh im sure she will be
I walk to the elevator and take a deep breath when i get to her door and knock
Me: I knew it
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Give Me Love
FanfictionNathan Sykes Best Friend Carly Evens has a little secret from Nathan And only one other person knows this Secret Tom Parker. You want to know the secret She is In Love With Him but What will she do when she cant even admit it to herself