DEEN AT HEART - POETRY

My Life...

My cheerful life
Stopped at a point
like a knife
that just cut its joint

My cute smile
halted its form
Away a mile
Dangerously calm

My beloved dreams
Just shattered into bits
Drowning in the streams
Of pain and confused kits

My jolly nature
left me alone now
I lost that stature
and I Know not how

My simple silly me
has lost it's genuinity
it has taken from me
My very own sanity

My world stopped laughing
It stopped too sailing
And ceased the calling
Of my inner crazy feeling

I wish it were different
Free from gloom and sorrow
I wish it were coherent
and full of freedom like a sparrow

I wish it were lovely
Like the real me before
I wish it were so lively
Like my dear life before

Oh Allah The Almighty,
Return my smiles to me
Redeem my dreams from reality
Renew the world I dream to see

Remake my nature jolly
to never leave me alone
Exonerate me from my folly
For, I was a star that always shone

Restore that silly me
That genuinety and sanity
Let fall on my depressed world
The true showers of laughter and glee

Take me to the planet of healing
Radiating the rays of peace
And I want to hear the calling
Of my crazy heart feeling the ease

The sphere of my soul
Breathing deep the air of my life
Stopped at a point of no goal
In need of a U turn towards me alive

The yearnings of my own sense
leap right into the heart of heaven
Level of cravings in my own essence
little more life of years,ten or eleven

Diving deep down the line of Ocean
Of my dreams thoughts and words
Striving long for my life's expansion
Stronger and mightier than swords

I want to be right but not the best
I want to live my life to its fullest
care and be cared for as never before
All because it's my own.. It's My Life..!