BMC reacts to BMC

sorry (A/N)

so,
wow, this is actually being viewed by a couple people.

writing on here is weird, its nice, but also scary and stressful.

i dont hate writing, but when your submitting it a chapter at a time to a massive online audience for everyone to see, it gets scary.

im always scared that people will point out my flaws, that my writing isnt good enough.

maybe that i use far too many paragraphs, or jump from one thing to another too fast, or that my writing isnt detailed enough.

i have a ungodly fear of not being good enough, being forgotten, being ridiculed.

thats why sometimes its easier to not write.

so, baisically, what im saying is, i dont have a update schedual, and it takes me a while to get out chapters because i take alot of time perfecting things.

so please, please, understand that im just under alot of stress and have severe anxiety issues with writing.

so i just wanted to let you guys know.

much love,
blue <3

(no blue isnt my real name but i'd prefer to stay anon as it lowers my anxiety a bit <3)