You Will Not Be Forgotten

Chapter 5:

( the next morning )

Meghan's POV:

Wes and Keats left earlier in the morning to hang out or something and get breakfast so I was with Maddie.

"Meg, I'm seriously concerned about Wesley. This morning when we woke up I heard him crying and then he went to the bathroom and came out with like red eyes. And when I asked him what was wrong he said nothing. Clearly something is wrong." Maddie was crying into the blanket we had over ourselves on the couch.

"Maddie! I bet you Wes is fine. When Keats left this morning he said him and Wes had to straighten things out with each other.. Maybe that's why Wes was upset, maybe him and Keats got into a fight?" I said trying to cheer her up but it clearly wasn't working. She just cried more and more into the pillow and blanket.

"They never fight! I bet you the last time they fought was when they were like 5." She's probably true. I don't know what was wrong with Wes either.

••• at cafe •••

Keatons POV:

"Keaton I've never felt so stupid in my life. Why the hell did I do that." Wes said almost with tears coming down his face.

"Dude it wasn't your fault you were like wasted. Maybe Maddie will understand."

"Keaton. I kissed a slut WHILE dating my pregnant girlfriend. How the fuck is she supposed to forgive me? If I were her I would never wanna see my face again." He startled twiddling his thumbs and mumbled "fuck."

"Wes if you never tell her everything's going to be worse. What if she finds out when you guys have the baby? What are you gonna do then? Just tell her. "

"I don't want to see her upset all because of me being stupid and drunk and immature. I'm so stupid."

"You're not stupid this is one mistake you made. If she loves you, she'll understand."

Wesleys POV:

(Later at home)

"If she loves you, she'll understand." I kept replaying and replaying that sentence in my head. She does love me, she always tells me right? I've been in my office which is the room with all the music producing equipment and basically everything to do with music. I normally write songs in here.

I heard someone knock on the door.

"Um who is it?"

"It's Meghan. Wes I wanna talk to you for a second." Crap did Meghan find out?

"I'm really busy Meg..-" I tried to say until I got interrupted.

"Wes, it'll only take a minute."

"Okay fine come in." She came in and sat down on the mini couch across from where I was.

"Look Wes, you've been acting up lately and you've been totally upset this whole day and you haven't left this room. What's up?"

"Seriously, nothing. It's just band things." She's not going to believe me.

"Really just band things?"

"Well.. uh since Drew left, writing has been way harder and producing too. Me and Keats are just stressed out."

"Oh, right. Well sorry Wes, I hope the best." She said while standing up and leading to the door.

"It's alright Meg, but thanks."

Well that was close.

••••

The day already went by so quick.

My phone buzzed and it was keats.

Wes- hey

Keats- so how's it going? Are you okay

Wes- I still didn't tell her. I can't. how am I supposed to tell my girlfriend I kissed another girl.

Keats- just relax, you'll be fine.

••••

I came out of the "music room" and sat down in the living area and put on the tv. I switched through the channels.

"You cheated on me?!" Of course that came on the tv right?

"I saw you kiss that other girl." Okay this was creepy. I can't take this anymore. I quickly shut off the tv. I'm gonna lose Maddie. I took a pillow and punched my fist to it. "Shit." I muttered to myself and buried my face in the pillow. I'm such a bad boyfriend.

"Wesley!?" Crap. Maddie was coming.

"Wesley!!! What's wrong! What happened." She threw herself on me and wrapped her arms around me.

This is going to be way harder than I thought.

"Maddie. I'm sorry." How the hell was I supposed to tell her.

"Sorry for what?" Great.

"Look, we need to talk about something." Tears already started coming down my face.

"Okay, about what?" She looked confused and wiped my tears with her hand. Oh please don't hate me Maddie.

"About something that um, I did." I looked down and held her hand. She was so confused.

"Wesley just tell me."

"I- um. At that party yesterday."

"Yes at the party," she looked worried.

"I was with that girl Kaci, um I woke up this morning and remembered something."

"Wes just tell me."

"I kissed her." I looked in her eyes. Water started forming in the corners.

"You kissed her."

"I was so drunk. And I feel terrible. Ive been thinking about this all day and how stupid I am. I still can't believe I did that. And there's nothing going on between me and Kaci. We were both drunk and I bet you she doesn't even remember. I'm so sorry Maddie. You can hate me. I understand."

"I won't hate you. I just need a little time okay?" I could already see her heart breaking.

"I feel like shit. I can't believe myself."

"Wesley, just. how could you?" I grabbed her in my arms and hugged her so tight. We just stood there crying.

"I couldn't say sorry enough to even come close to how sorry I am." I'm terrible.

She let go, ran upstairs and slammed the door. I saw this coming already.

I just left her alone. It's better for her and me. I walked past our bedroom and stopped. I cracked the door open a little so there was a slither that I could see through.

"Goodnight beautiful." I whispered into the room where maddie slept and quietly turned the light off. It was already kind of late so I walked into the guest bedroom and pulled the covers over me.

"Wesley how could you."

I kept hearing her voice in my head. I feel like my whole body and mind has completely shut off. I feel no emotion, but guilt. I need some sleep. I finally drifted off after a few long hours of twisting and turning. This is my worst nightmare.