You Will Not Be Forgotten

Chapter 8

Wesleys POV:

We all sat around her bed while the doctor fixed his machine and then sooner or later maddie started breathing again. Her heart beat on the machine was fast and I could tell that wasn't good. Every once and a while the doctor put these two things on her chest and almost zapped her, or whatever you want to call it. But it worked.

After long and painful hours of me, meg and keats in this hospital room maddie was starting to get better.

She started to open her eyes.

"Maddie! Babe!" I held her hand and smiled.

She gave slight smile and closed her eyes back again. Her machine started getting fast again.

"Maddie!" Oh god not again please not again.

"Beep beep beep beep beep beeeep."

"Doctor! Please help her!" Please don't leave me maddie. Tears started coming down my face again. The doctor rushed over with his 'zappers' and gave her more oxygen to breathe in. The machine started slowing down and she finally opened her eyes fully.

"Maddie!" I ran over and laid my head on her chest and held her hand.

"Wes-ley." Her voice sounded so hurt and so shattered I couldn't believe this.

"Babe please don't leave me. I can't live without you." I looked in her eyes and all of sudden she started crying.

I sat next to her on her bed and sat her up so she could hug me.

"Baby I know you don't feel good but please hang in there just for me." I was about to rub her back but realized there was a huge scratch down her back.

"My stomach really hurts, Like really hurts. It's never been this bad." She said turning to the doctor.

"Well we have to take some blood tests and just tests in general. But maybe you should rest a little then we can take the tests."

"Okay. How long do I have to be here?"

"Id say at least a week.. Unless you feel better earlier."

Maddie nodded and went back underneath the sheets. It was hard to even look at her. Her face was so pale and she was hooked up to literally every machine in the room and had all these wire-like tubes going into her nose and around her head.

"Um doctor." She looked down. "I'm bleeding."

"Monthly cycle?" He questioned and I instantly had a pain in my chest like I just got shot or stabbed.

"No. I'm pregnant." She looked over at me with a pale face and already tears all over.

The doctor quickly pushed her bed through the halls and into a different room.

"Stay here Wesley, I'll send her back once I know what is the cause of the bleeding." I already knew. He already knew. And maddie knew too.

I turned around looking at meg and keats sitting down on another little bed made for another patient.

"Wes im so sorry." Meg said coming up for a hug and Keaton coming after. I hugged them both and cried into my shirt. Why me? Why us?

A few moments later the doctor came in.

"I'm sorry Wesley.. The baby is...no longer there." He managed to say. I looked at the floor. I couldn't believe this. Tears started going everywhere. I couldn't even control it. This whole time I've been a mess. My eyes are red and I'm so tired. I just can't deal with this.

A little later maddie walked in.

I ran up to her and hugged her gently and we both just cried with each other.

"I'm sorry maddie." I rubbed her back more and then just realized she had a cut there and moved my hand to her neck. We just sat there and cried. Our baby was. Gone.

A little time passed and now maddie was getting stitches on her back because she got a huge cut at that restaurant. She was in another room. But she'd be back in just a few minutes. They started operating over an hour ago and they were done very soon.

Ten minutes later she walked in with a stitch halfway down her back. Gosh. She was a trooper. She was my trooper. I'm so proud of her.

I sat on the little chair next to her bed and held her hand and looked into her eyes. We waited until the doctor came in so he could update us.

He finally walked in.

"We cannot do any more operations as of now because of maddies sickness-" I looked confused.

"What sickness?" I looked over at maddie who looked white as paper and I could already see the tears forming. The doctor looked at me like I didn't know something. What was it.

"Wesley, I.." Maddie said but got choked up.

She started tearing.

"I have cancer."

I paused with shock. I couldn't even move. Tears started streaming down my face like rivers and oceans. The doctor had moved out. He could probably tell we had to talk.

"Maddie. Why did you never tell me?"

She took a deep breathe.

"Look Wes, every boy I dated before you left me because they didn't want to see me go." She sniffled and carried on. "And when we got together something clicked like it never clicked before. You always told me 'never leave me' or 'never leave my side' and I cried and cried because I knew one day it would happen. I won't be able to live a full life like anyone else. I just didn't want to hurt you." Her words broke me.

"Baby, I would never never never leave you for anybody else. You're the person I want to be with my whole life. And no sickness can come between you and I. I will love you unconditionally. I will love you until the second we get separated."

"Wesley. I love you so much. But there are so many more fish in the sea. You should find someone Wes. Find someone who loves you just as much as me."

"Maddie I could never do that. And yeah, there are so many more fish in the sea but you are the only one I see. You are the only one I want and the only one I need. I need you maddie. You can't leave me now." We both were crying and hugging each other at this point.

"Maddie I love you more than anything. I would risk my life for you. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me. And you are the strongest woman I know."

"Wesley, thank you. I love you so much. You're the best guy I could ever ask for."

"And maddie no matter what, or how sick you are I will be here for you and I will take care of you."

Keaton and Meg decided to walk out and give us time to talk and the doctor followed.

We lay in her bed cuddling and crying into each other.

"I'm so glad I have you Wes. I love you." I smiled and kissed her soft lips.

"Maddie I love you too."

A/N: sorry I haven't updated in like over a week! Some stuff happened, and I wasn't aloud on my phone. But thank you guys for 200+ reads! Thats awesome :) i will be updating more frequently now! Thanks for reading❤️